Savannah's POV:
I'm currently in my new flat here in LA. It's been a week since I've got here, and I've been working non stop since. I think it was just to think about something else than Nathan. And it was helping, I've been working so hard for my next album, I've been in the studio almost 12 hours every single day. It's always the same wake up go to the studio and then go home and sleep.
I still have another 2 weeks until I have to be on set for the movie which means I have 2 weeks to work on the album.
I was eating breakfast in my kitchen while thinking about all the things that's been happening in the past month.
I wish I could just go back in time and take back what I said to him. I didn't mean it like that. But seeing him with Ariana just made me angry at him and happy that we don't talk anymore.
I've always known that love is overrated. And it really is. People don't really love you they're just trying to break you. And that's what happened.
I haven't spoken to Max neither have I spoken to any of the lads. I just couldn't deal with it at the moment.
I saw them often at the studio, only because we have the same manager. But I tried to avoid them as much as possible. It didn't help that Scooter is manager for Ariana also. She's always there with Nathan always hugging, holding hands, kissing each other it makes me want to throw up. But of course I had to put a big smile on my face even though I just wanted to show him how mad I am. But again he doesn't know me as Savannah so that wasn't an option.
I put the bowl in the sink and grabbed my phone and keys before walking out of my flat.
I got to my car got in and drove off towards the studio.
I've been in the studio for a few hours trying to get my vocals right. But my voice was really sore. I think I've been singing too much this week.
I decided that a break would be good so I went to the kitchen to get some tea.
I was completely in my own world when I poured the hot water in my cup and when I turned around I bumped right into someone spilling the hot liquid all over them. "shit!" I heard the person say. I knew that voice, it couldn't be? I looked up afraid that who ever this person was was the one I was afraid to see. Looking up I saw an angry looking Nathan. I couldn't get my words out I was in shock. Out of anyone who works here why did I have to spill my tea over Nathan?!
"Are you okay? I'm fine no need to worry?!" He said sarcastically while sounding mad. He looked at me, starring deep into my eyes. "An apologize would be nice you know?!" He said again sounding frustrated. He sounded just like when I saw him the day in the UK. Before storming out of the room I said the only thing I though of at the time "Fuck you! I hate you Nathan James Sykes!"
I ran to the Bathroom crying, people was looking at me weird but I really didn't care at the moment. When I got to the bathrooms I locked myself in on of the stalls.
How can one person change his personality so much in so little time. I wish things would've been a lot easier but I guess it wasn't supposed to be that way.
*Knock Knock*
"Savannah? Is it you?" I heard Ariana say, why out of all the people who work here why did she have to be here now? "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine" I said and tried to remove the tears from my eyes. "you doesn't sound fine" didn't she take the hint? I don't wanna talk with her. "But I am!" I said while unlocking the door and making my way out of the bathroom.
I went to one room where I go to think a lot. It's also here I've been writing a lot of my songs. I guess the room just calms me. I was sat in on of the many sofa's in here. It's a nice place to come and think. And that's what I did.
I grabbed my guitar strumming a little to a few songs, it have always seemed to calm me. I wish that I would've never even met Nathan then things would probably be a lot more easy. But that's not how it was supposed to be.
Now I just had to survive the rest of the day and try and keep away from them. And lucky me I didn't see them for the rest of the day, partly because I was hiding from them always ready to run in the other direction if I saw them.
I was currently lying in my bed, today's event playing in my head. Why couldn't I just drop the thoughts for a while and just go to sleep. I grabbed my phone from my night stand and went to twitter. I just checked through my timeline for probably half an hour before finally falling to sleep.
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There you go guys finally a new chapter! :D
This was just kind of like a 'filler' chapter but it's still an update so hope you're happy.
It's been quite a long time since I've updated but I've just been to lazy to do it really.
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- Cecilie xx
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