We're all blinded by the light Nathan Sykes Fan Fiction

Chapter 10

2 weeks later:

I walked into the studio greeting everyone. Today I was recording my new single "carry you home". I wrote it about a week ago and now I can finally start recording. I haven't spoken to any of the boys yet and they see me almost everyday. But when they start asking questions as to why I'm here, I just walk away, eventually they stopped asking.

We started recording and I started singing.

I've been knocked down
I've been lost
With a ground shaking under my feet
I gave it all to someone
Who said, "fire, run"

I've been, I've been through the days
When bright love turns into hate
You bend and you bend till you break
Till the lights all gone

When the one you care for takes it all
Washing you down like a waterfall
You lose the way and you hit the wall
I'll be the one, I'll be the one, I'll be the one to
Carry you home
When it hurts like you've crashed from above
Heal your broken bones
When you can't move, your heart's still locked out
You rise, you rise, you rise
Sometimes you need someone to carry you home
When it hurts like you've crashed from above
When it's true love

I've been knocked down on my own
When the water's too deep and too cold
Sleepless so many nights
With a broken heart running wild

When the one you care for takes it all
Washing you down like a waterfall
You lose the way and you hit the wall
I'll be the one, I'll be the one, I'll be the one to
Carry you home
When it hurts like you've crashed from above
Heal your broken bones
When you can't move, your heart's still locked out
You rise, you rise, you rise
Sometimes you need someone to carry you home
When it hurts like you've crashed from above
When it's true love [x3]

I'll be the one, I'll be the one, I'll be the one to
Carry you home
When it hurts like you've crashed from above
Heal your broken bones
When you can't move, your heart's still locked out
You rise, you rise, you rise
Sometimes you need someone to carry you home
When it hurts like you've crashed from above
When it's true love

I gave it all to someone
Who said "fire, run"

As the music stopped I looked up to 5 eyes looking directly at me with their mouths open. I gave them a little smile and walked over to scooter.
"That was great, I'll look at it, and if something needs to be recorded again we'll take it tomorrow okay?" I smiled, blessed that he liked it "sure thanks" I said and gave him a hug before leaving the room.

"Wait!"

I turned around and looked at the lads again, I really didn't want to be here right now. I don't want to deal with all the questions but I guess I had to.

"We never knew you could sing like that!" Siva said, I gave him a little smile and nodded.

"Yeah why didn't you tell us?" Tom asked "It's a long story" I mumbled.

"We have time" Nathan said coldly looking directly at me. Of course he would still be mad, could I blame him? Not really. I thought it through. What did I have to lose, I barely even talk to them anymore, Nathan hates me so why not tell them now maybe then they'll leave me alone. "Fine, I'll tell you but not here" I walked to a small room where I knew we could be alone. There weren't any chairs so I sat down on the floor soon followed by the others.

We were all silent for a moment before I spoke "I don't know where to start" I looked down at the floor too scared to look into their eyes. "Why don't you start with what you are doing here in the studio?" Jay spoke.

"I-I was recording my new song for my album" I looked up and they nodded for me to keep going. "Well I may have lied a little bit, because there was a reason to why me and Savannah never met each other back in England." I looked up at them again and kept talking " And that's because.... I'm Savannah" I stopped talking and was afraid to look up now.

Someone stood up and gave me a hug. "Thanks for telling us Kayla" Max said as I hugged him back a few tears forming in my eyes. Everyone gave me a hug and left, all except for Nathan. I sat back down because he was still sat on the floor shocked.

"Why did you keep it a secret?" He whispered, more tears forming in my eyes. "I wanted to keep my private life and public life away from each other. So I choose that I didn't want to tell you at first but wanted to when everything had settled down, but it never did" I spoke. He looked at me he had tears in his eyes too. He didn't say anything so I decided to "look now that it's only the two of us I want to apologize. I never meant to yell at Ariana and I'm sorry. I was just a little shocked to see her that's all." I mumbled the last part.

He looked at me and spoke "now that you've been completely honest I guess it's my turn now.. I was.. no I am still hurt about what happened in England and I have no idea why you wanted to keep it a secret from Max and I can't go a single day without thinking about it"

We were both silent for awhile but it wasn't awkward as I thought it would be. "Because I know how much you like being in the band, and if we told Max about us then he would be angry. I just didn't want to get you into that because I know how he has been with my last relationships and what would he do if it was one of his best friends? That's why I did what I did" I answered him. It was actually nice to just open up and not arguing anymore.

Silence again.

"I miss you so much Kayla"

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The song is by Zara Larsson and I found a live version that you could watch.

My phone broke about a week ago so I had to live with a samsung. I normally write my stories on my phone and not on my computer so that's why I haven't been updating. I'm sorry you've waited so long but my phone is back and I hope you enjoyed this chapter and please remember to vote and comment.

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