A Death Note

A Suicide/Death Note

'It was a silent death. Calm and peaceful. As if she was just sleeping. Sleeping till eternity. Never to wake up,never to open her eyes. Never to live again. Tick Tock Tick and she's dead.

A Death Note
I walk into the dark night
Alone and deserted in sight
I'm stranded in darkness
Pulled away to eternity
Eternity with a possible end
DEATH

She never meant for this to be a suicide note. She never thought, not even in her blood curling dreams, that she would sleep to death. It was just a piece of poetry that changed their lives.'

I put my pen down. That was enough for now. There was a heavy throbbing in my head.
" If I actually died, would you miss me.? Probably not considering the recent events." I scoffed. Mocking myself, I slept-dreaming into the land of the dead.

I woke up to the heavy banging on the door. "I'm up...I'm coming..waitt..just..ugh.!"
My head still hurt and the loud noises outside made it even worse. I opened the door and came back to my bed,eyes un-opened. The banging continued." God, it's open..come in.!" It never stopped. Now I got worried. The voices from outside were loud and frantic. Something was wrong. Just as I planted my foot on the floor, the door sprang open. My mum, dad and July all burst into tears.I asked what was wrong. No one answered. No one even looked my way. Their eyes were blurred but focused on ny bed. I turn wondering what the hell was so heart breaking there. My foot took root on the ground. I felt sick. I bent down trying tk throw up. The sight was such.!

I lay on the bed, legs sprawled, nose bleeding, yet here I was.!!
I could not think of the possible explanation because that would mean I was no longer alive in this world. That was horrible but it was also true. And I can't deny that.
There was a horrible rush in the room. No one noticed me-the one who isn't on the bed. I saw my sister moving over to my desk and picking up a paper. Shit.!
That was my longer version of 'A Death Note' , the note and not the novel.!!
"Maa..." July called out in a voice barely audible- muted by the tears in her eyes.
No No Noooo..!!!Don't beleive that...No..please don't.!
"She killed herself..why..?" My mum broke down..and along with her so did I.