Like Moths to Flames

First

Schools finally over. For fuck sakes I hate you all. I grab my bag and walk to the bus stop, I begin to breath in and out slowly. Honestly I hate every last one of you. A girl approaches me, Georgia otherwise called Geo or George. " dude wanna come to mine?" She asks, " I'll make pasta" I nod, "why the fuck not, give me 80c and I'll stay." She pulls out her wallet, digging for some coin, "here" she say eagerly, "thanks yo" I mutter. Waiting. the bus finally arrives and we are put in line. "Smart riders first." This makes my wait even longer. Once on the bus I sit at the far back by the window, old, smelly, full of people I would laugh at if they died, the way I like it. Music... Music I think rapidly to quickly shake away the hatred, I put on some of my more peaceful music.. Bring me the horizon of sorts one of the only bands help keeping me sane.

~" Try to numb the pain with alcohol and pills but it won't repair your trust, you can't stand on two fucking feet with a substance as a crutch"~

Geo sits next to me, she looks bored but to be honest aren't we all. The same routine lives on repeat day after day? Whatever. We arrive at the train station, each person hurries on the bus. I get up slowly pushing past some shitty year eight who's life annoys me. "Thank you" I say to the bus driver who awkwardly nods back.

"So man you wanna go back to mine or wait a bit?" Geo sets me up with some options,

"Let's leave now I don't wanna see Caitlyn."

"All good" we catch the next bus to Geo's street. Silently we walk down until we reach her house. Upon entering we chuck our bags onto the ground and she goes off and puts some music on, I lay on her bed and she eventually comes in and sits with me,

"What do you want to do?" She asks,

"Aye... What's Keisha up to?" I stare at her...

" I don't know ask ya fag" she jokes,

I quickly Facebook her;

Me- hey cunt what's going on tonight?

Keisha- come over

me- I'm with geo

Keisha- bring her.

Me- can you pick us up?

Keisha- yeah

nig

Me- cya soon.

Now Keisha and I have been friends for a while trough thick and thin, I like her and she likes me that's all we ever needed, mutual respect and understanding.

"Geo were going to Keisha's."

"We are now aye?" She replies

"Yes cunt get dressed."

I pull out my suicide silence teeshirt and put it on over my long sleeve. Two seconds it took me to get dressed but George no an hour, straightened her hair, applied some dirt to her face, ripped leggings and a Bullet for my Valentine shirt.

"Keisha's here" Geo yelled

" yeah nah yeah" I grab my bag and we go out to the car. Blue Holden v6 I think, I'm not to good with cars. I open the back seat and there she was. Caitlyn. The fucking bitch was wearing a Bring me the Horizon shirt.

"Hey yazzy" Keisha's mum Rachael spoke;

"Hey mum"

The rest of the ride was silent.

We arrive at Keisha's house, I go to her room lay out my bag, undressing I take off my long sleeve.. They have healed now, 11 day clean. I put my shirt back on, I walk out and see my older brother Clarke there,

"Hey dude"

He hugs me " he you alright"

"Yeah cunt why" I question

"I care you know, oh I have some people for you to meet."

"Great" I mutter.

"Follow"