Its not like I can change it, can I? The way my heart beats when im close to you. How words seem to fail when you talk to me, how I cant help but smile thinking about you. Its all how its supposed to be isn't it. Its supposed to be hurt and heartache, right?! How come you do anything but hurt. You comfort me and I wasn't expecting to love you so god damn much. This isn't how its supposed to be, is it? Its supposed to be one of the hardest things to find and keep but why does it come so simply. Its like the feeling of hot chocolate on a cold winter night. I was always told to be careful because your heart is the most fragile part of your body but how come, no matter how much pain it goes through, it always goes back. Someone picks it up and heals it. Its not supposed to be soft and sweet, its supposed to be cold and scary. Like walking in the dark, where you can't see whats in front of you. Thats what I've always been told.
