My Dirty Little Secret :)

My Dirty Little Secret :) *1*

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I leaned in and kissed him. This is what i wanted to do for so long. His hand grabbed onto me, pulling me closer. This kiss was getting more and more deeper. His hands were all over my body, as if he was memorizing every single curve. He slowly backed me up andwithout breaking the kiss laid me back on the bed.

He broke away, both of us breathing heavy. This was it, this is what i wanted. He kissed down my body, onto my neck causing goosebumps from his warm heavy breathing. He kissed down removing my button up shirt. I didnt stop him as he continued removing my clothing and his. He positioned himself between my legs as he pushed himself him.

I yelped out in pain as the sharp knife like feeling ceased up my core. He looked down at me with his greenish blue eyes. He smiled at me as he kissed me. He didnt know this was my first time, i wasnt going to tell him. I could do this, I can handle a little pain. He started to go rougher and i felt as if something was tearing. After a few minutes the pain subsided and a funny feeling came. My body felt light, as a feather. I felt as if everything was a blur and the feeling everytime he pushed into me make me groan in enjoyment.

Hes been with alot of girls, i didnt want him to know he was my first. He hates virgins. I suddenly felt something in the pit of my stomach. I pushed deeper into him trying to get that feeling again. It brought my whole body to life. After the 6th thrust my legs began to shake and I gripped onto him. He sucked on my neck as he groaned. After the feeling stoped i finally felt the air reaching my lungs.

He rolled over and breathed heavy. I tried to close my legs but the pain almost made me yelp. I laid there for a few minutes before i heard light snoozing. I looked over from the corner of my eye and saw him passed out. I groaned and sat up, forgetting about the pain until i had to cluch my stomach. I grabbed my clothes and headed to his bathroom. I felt the blood coming down my leg so i cleaned up in the bathroom. I quickly got dressed and walked back out the bathroom. He was still laid out asleep.

Was i just another fuck? My mind was running wild and i needed out. I felt so disgusted and used. I grabbed my purse near the door before walking out. I quietly walked out and unlocked my moms car. I didnt have my license yet, I'm only 16. I quickly got in and drove home. i had to put my moms car back before she gets back. I pulled up and got out. I walked quickly in the house, it was already 2 am and i was really hoping she was still at the bar with her 'date'.

I hung the keys back up before turning around and jumping at the sight of my mom standing there with her arms crossed.

"Where was you?" She asked.

"Out."

"You stole my car!" She exclaimed.

"I just borrowed it, chill out." I said as i walked pass her and quickly into my room. Im sure she will punish me tomorrow but right now i really needed to shower. i walked into my bedroom before turning on my radio and stripping down to take a shower. My mom dont care if i listen to my music late at night. I sung along to the familair lyrics of Timberland And Katy Perry 'If We Ever Meet Again'.

Two hot showers later i felt relieved. I slipped under my covers after pulling my ipod off its dock and putting the ear plugs in. I drifted off to sleep listening to Paramores "Misery Business'.

I woke up to a jabbing pain in my ear from pushing the ear plug in too far. I pulled it out and yawned. I looked over and my clock read noon. I sat up and the pain between my legs was dull now. I got out of bed to search for food. I was suppose to be meeting my best friend Kirsty at the park later. I grabbed my phone and noticed i had a bunch of missed texts.