Fanboy {Hyungwonho-2Won}

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hyungwon_ee: I'm heading over now so get ready to let me in!

shin_hy: Just a warning, Hoseok was in an especially bad mood today so be careful

hyungwon_ee: Noted.

            I arrived earlier than I had planned, I nervously fiddled with the ends of my sleeve as I walked into the apartment building. I knocked on the door and Hayoon answered. She was shorter than I'd expected, you could tell Hoseok wasn't biologically related to her, still she seemed nice. "Come in, you're late." I walked in confused. I glanced at all the clocks in the wall and back at my phone again. "How am I late?" She shook her head. "Everyone knows you come at least thirty minutes early when you're meeting your significant others family!" I rolled my eyes. "Is that something you picked up from America?" She laughed. "It is, but I think it's a good rule nonetheless. So anyway, what's your whole plan for this anyway?" I thought for a second. "I guess tell him that I know about his childhood that'd I'd like to prove that you need romantic love just as much as family and friends." I was proud of my decision but she scoffed? "That's a nice idea dude, but that's just not how his brain works!" She made a 'tsk tsk' noise and I looked at her confused. "What can I do than?" She stood up ready to lecture. "First of all, less pushy, he's good at being pushy but not dealing with pushy people, two, no matter what he will always feel this intense debt, so the only way for you to get around it is tell him you're ok with being friends for now but you'd like him to seriously consider your feelings so that when he's stable with the job he wants you're time will come, I guarantee that if you do that you'll win him over much quicker!" I nodded. "I'll be going then, good luck~" She walked away before I could say anything else. "Is it because she's been in America? She seems weird." I mumbled watching the door. I sat down on a couch in the living room and waited.
Hayoon I'm home!" I heard Hoseok announce and I stood up immediately. "Aish, Hayoon I asked you to make food today-" I looked at him shyly and he stood there dumbfounded. "H-Hi Hoseok!" I waved. "What are you doing here?" He said defensively. "I-I'm explaining myself and getting my point across." I said squeezing my hand to reassure myself. He nodded and crossed his arms. "Well you see, I know about your family a-and I know that you've been raised saying you only need family and friends, and I get that you have walls built up, a-and I'll wait, just please try and look at me the way I look at you." He sighed heavily. "You're so ignorant aren't you?" I looked at him confused. "You think I don't already love you?" I stayed silent. "That's not the only reason, you may have gotten the general overlook of my family from Minhyuk but you will never understand what my life is like!" I was still shocked but I shook my head to regain my composure. "So show me." {A/N I'll show you!} "Show me what it's like to be Shin Hoseok, show me what you had to go through, let me understand." I said reaching out to him. "Get out." I stood my ground and didn't budge. "What the hell do you not understand about get out." I clenched my jaw and stood strong. "Why are doing this to me?" He asked. I could hear the frustration in his voice, and the see the tears begin to brim in his eyes. "Because I can't let you go, I say I'll wait, but how long will you torture me, must we really continue in this cycle until you finally repay this internal 'debt' you owe? I don't have that kind of patience, so I'm sorry if I'm scaring you with my forwardness, but frankly I've basically said a massive screw it to all rational thoughts, because I can't be rational when I think of a life that I don't spend with you." His mouth fell agape, again, and I could practically see the wheels in his head turning trying to configure a sentence. "P-Please just go..." In the end that's all he managed to stutter out. "No." He shook his head again. "Hyungwon what do you want me to say? I love you? You already know I do, I'm just not in a good place for a-" I had enough and stormed over to cover his mouth. "I don't care how much I have to hide it, I don't care if I don't see you super often, I don't care if the only time we talk is late at night before we go to bed, I don't care if you're not ready, because I can help you lessen this burden, I can help you work on the emotional 'debt' you feel towards your parents, I can be your hero, I can be your man." He giggled, the first positive sign I'd gotten from him throughout this conversation. "You're so cheesy Chae Hyungwon..." He mumbled against my hand. "Well then it's a good thing you bring the whine to this relationship." I smirked at him. He hurriedly snatched my hand from his face and pouted. "That was such a dad joke." He laughed. "I wouldn't mind being your daddy." I said winking. He quickly covered his cheeks. "Not cool man, not cool." He said in a nervous tone. "So, we're the new Minhyuk and Shownu now?" He asked. "Indeed we are.
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I AM SO SORRY!!!! I feel like I've left you guys for forever and I feel awful😫😫
SO much has happened, I became a Stray Kids stan {I bias Woojin and Changbin}, an ONF stan{I bias Laun}, and a (G)I-DLE stan {I bias Soojin}, Blackpink is finally having a comeback, Hyungwon DJ'd and slayed, R.I.P. Pinkwon he will be forever be remembered in the graveyard of past Chae hair colors. {It's currently 1:30 and it's pouring rain and I love it so much, rain is the best form of precipitation don't @ me}