Niall horans/Harry's styles Girlfriend

Trying

After an exausting drive home i couldn't wait to get out the car. After giving birth and sitting in a car for 30 minutes isn't the most comfortable thing.  I honestly hate that niall wasn't there to see his first kid being born and each time i think about it i hate him more and more. Everything is starting to weigh down on me from having a baby to niall not being their to harry having to do what niall is supposed to be doing its all too much. Harry offered to carry the baby inside, i watched as he carefully got him out of the backseat it was the most adorable thing. "thank you harry" i say still tired "don't thank me" i would have thiught he was upset when he said that but when a chuckle came frome his lips it led me to believe otherwise. "what's so funny?" i ask smiling even though i don't know why. "you look horrible" he says smirking "oh thanks that's what every girl wants to hear after giving birth" i remark sarcastically. " i think you should call him" "who" i ask already knowing who he is talking about. "niall" i look away from him. I know i should but i'd rather deal with the drama later. "Why" is all i can manage to say. "you just had his kid and he doesn't know" i search his face for anger, judgment, or sadness but there isn't any. I know he's right but I'm just not completely ready. "i guess you're right" i grab my phone from the diaper bag and go in the kitchen.

Niall answers on the second ring. part of me was hoping he didn't answer at all. "hello?" i say with a shaky voice "jordan?" confusion and shock clear in his voice  "yeah i just wanted to tell you that i had ryan and-" "what?" he interrupts. " i had ryan and if you want you can see him" i can't believe I'm considering this. I mean yes it is his child but i still have so much anger towards him. "really?" he questions "yes. really" " jordan.... i miss you. i miss us" he says in a low voice. His words make my stomach turn. I really didn't expect that. I stay silent not knowing what to say. " i know you're mad but please just give me one more chance" he pleads " you want me to leave harry. The person who was there when you left me alone and pregnant? The person who drove me to the hospital when my water broke and who had to deal with my contractions? The person who stayed with me while giving birth?" i am now in tears thinking back to everything that's happened. " i know and I'm sorry i really am that's why I'm asking for another chance. Do you really want ryan to grow up in a broken home? Not knowing what it's like to have two loving parents?" His words make me think back to my childhood. I want him to have the best childhood that i- we can give him. "i will think about it. You can get him maybe next weekend" i say "ok text me when you make up your mind" "ok". we hang up leaving me deep in thought all of what he said made sense but harry. How could i just forget about him.

I walk back into the livingroom. Harry is watching some t.v show with ryan on his lap. "harry" i say nearly in tears. I love him but not the way i love niall which makes this harder. He looks at me worried. " what's wrong?" he asks me "well niall is going to come pick ryan up next weekend. He thinks that we should try to be together so that ryan doesn't have a broken home" i say wishing none of this happened. "I'm so sorry that you are in the middle of all this" i say " it's ok really. I agree, i think you two should get back together" he smiles at me showing that he meant every word.

Harry's P.O.V.

When jordan went in the kitchen to call niall i got ryan out of his carseat. Nothing good is ever on. I land on a crime show. Great way for a baby to start there lives. I hear jordan yelling a bit in the kitchen, i start to get up but stay seated. "Harry" i turny head to jordan. She looks like someome just stabbed her. that's what i get for watching those shows. "what's wrong?" i ask her "well niall is going to come pick ryan up next weekend. He thinks that we should try be together so that ryan doesn't have a broken home" she says it looks like she might cry . I stay silent. Im not upset i just don't  know what to say. "I'm so sorry that you are in the middle of all this" she pleads "its ok really. I agree, i think that you two should get back together" i smile. she looks shocked that i agreed wirh her. "harry i love you like you're family and i guess i was just so upset with niall and i came to you to forget about him and it was a horrible thing to do and I'm really sorry" she explains. It's funny because i feel the same way about her. "i undertand you're like a sister to me." i smile She walks closer and hugs me. "are we back to best friends?" i ask " yes. we were always best friends" she smiles at me.