My Husband J.J.K ff✔

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Beside these cold breezes of water,were some waves of memories.
HOW CAN HE LEAVE ME? I miss him so much, since that day I'd come on the same sea daily, my whole life ended here,can I move on? Without my life.

He promised me his 10 wishes,he didn't even asked for the 10th wish,he sincerely loved me, and I couldn't even confess to him, he kept complementing me and I couldn't even look into his eyes.

He changed me and then left,like an angel. I remember that family's words they said " he was an angel " How fool of me, I loved an angel thinking it could be possible to live angel on earth.

Lately, I've been thinking alot about past, I feel lifeless. My relatives suggested a second marriage, it hasn't even been 2 months since Jungkook has gone.

How can they say that? Can you just love a person deeply and then when he's gone,move on and love another, they might,but I can't.

I MISS HIM SO MUCH, tears flowed over my already swollen eyes,and red nose. Looking at me, the only word you can think of is a lifeless girl.

As these waves got closer and closer, soon the touched my feet, and the other second I'm in the water, it's been hours, the water kept getting further,

For these past 2 months,I've tried but i can't I'm just hopeless on life. I can't do this anymore. I stood up in the middle of the water that barely reached my foot.

Tears filling my eyes, my vision got completely blurred. I kept taking slow steps towards nowhere in the ocean, slowly drowning myself.

Even in my blur vision, I could feel my wedding ring shining in my fingers,but I saw another bright shining object on the top of ocean waves, I raised my wedding ring,

Oh that thing is attracted to my ring like a magnet,

That thing swam it's way to me, more like my ring, I rubbed my eyes trying to get the best view of the thing I can,letting the tears out,

It was a ring, more like Jungkook's wedding ring.

Just to be sure, I wanted to pick that ring, even though I saw my name engraved on it,still but as soon as i touched it, from behind,

A huge wave of layer come over me,and the next moment I know is I'm under a great pressure of water, going deeper and deeper,helpless to say anything, it felt like some one is pulling me,

all I could see was the blurred moon,over the sky, which soon vanished, because I let my eyes close, prepared to die, maybe I'll see Jungkook soon now.

Last thing I know is that i let my mouth open,taking in a gallon of water. Ending it all.

Darkness, the only thing I saw was darkness, Silence was the only thing I heard, it was darker than it'd On earth, it was way more quite than it'd would on Earth. I felt nothing,more than a floating body.

It's strange how we say deadly dark, when we never experience it,but now I did

Until, I met it again, the noise of being in the world,the ray of light sharply hitting,

Although it was quite noisy to suddenly escape from complete silence, still the waves of water suddenly felt good to my ears with a humming sound it sounded good, I took a gasp to breath again.

And shut open my eyes, to see a handsome man, leaning on the pool side,humming to a song while his yes closed, his body slightly moving with the waves,he was shirtless,

When I looked up to his face,my jaw dropped, am I dreaming? Is This for real, am I dead? Am I in heaven?

"Jungkook" i say out aloud. I felt like heaven,surely I was in heaven, look at the sight OMG!!!