So I have been in the writing mood so ill be updating a lot more !! and i want to thank you for reading and voting , i have like 388 reads !! yeah that doesnt sound like a lot but it means a lot to me because people are actually reading it so thank you soo much !!!
* Louis pov
It was 9:00 a.m ,and I was suppost to go the hospital when I woke up but I set an alarm because I had to see Niall . So I really dont mind getting up this early to see him .I just want to see him.
* Niall pov
This is so hard. The doctor told me last night that I had busted my right kidney in the car crash and that the left one wasn't in good shape but it could last me a year or two till I find one . I just told Louis how I felt about him and now I'm dying .This isn't fair ,NOT AT ALL !!! I just want to be with him forever I dont want it to end like this.
I made a bucket list but I dont want to call it that cause that what dying people call it and I'm going to live !! so I call 'it a to do list '.
Niall's 'To do list ':
1. Get a tan
2.Put a love lock on a lock bridge in Paris with Lou
3.Watch the sun rise & set
4.Have a date on the Eiffel Tower
5.Get a tattoo
6.carve something into a tree
7.Have Nandos with Micheal Buble
8.Sleep under the stars
9.Kiss someone on New Years
10. Learn to surf
11. Go swimming with the dolphins
12.Have a flash mob done for me
13. Go skinny dipping
14.write a journal to Lou
15.Kiss in the pouring rain
16.Try vodka gummy bears
17.Get married to the one I love
18.Have beautiful children
19. Make a difference in someones life
20.Live with Lou FOREVER !!
They might sound a little cheesy but its what I want ,and I want to do it all with Lou.
*Liam's pov
Ugh !!! its 9:30 ..who is up ?? whoever that is down stairs im going to hurt them ,they woke me up. To my surprise it was Louis.
"Hey Louis ! What are doing up this early ?"I asked
"Oh just going to see Nialler ! " he said . He looked really worried about something. Being Daddy Directioner I had to know . "Lou you got some something on your mind ? "I asked .
"No I'm fine .Well I better get going Niall is probably wondering where I'm at .See you later Liam ." Was all he said before he walked out the door . I'm going to go the hospital and see what's up but I'm gonna give Niall and Louis some time alone first and maybe go see that cute nurse too.
*Louis pov
That was a close one .Gosh Liam can get anything out of you when he wants to know something . There really was something on my mind . I'm worried about my Nialler . I have no idea what's wrong with him but what I do know is that these next year or two we have together will be best years of mine and his life ,I want to show him that I love him so much and he means so much to me and that when he's gone I won't be able to live without him . Your probably thinking you've only like him for one day , well that's not true I've liked him for a while I just kept pushing the feelings away cause I thought being gay was gross but I'm not gay because the only person I like is Niall and I want to have him forever and I don't care what anyone says even if he's dies hell still be mine and ill be his forever and always.
I'm finally at the hospital . I'm a little nervous to go inside,what's it gonna be like? Is he going to want to talk to me ? ok I'm worrying way to much ,I know he wants to talk to me ,he probably needs me . So I open the door to see him writing on a piece of paper . " Whatcha doing there babe ?" Yeah that's right I just called him babe ;)
"Oh nothing ,just me doodling . " he says like he's a little embarrassed at what he was just doing
" you know can tell me anything Niall ? " I say
"I know Lou its just ," he stops in mid sentence and starts to cry
" Niall ,its ok ." That's all I could get out . Idiot ! You could have said something else ! * I mentally slap myself *
" Lou I don't want to leave you ,yeah we've only known about each other feelings for a day but I've liked you a long time and I'm not ready to lose you . "
" If this makes you feel any better ,you'll never lose me..I'll will always be yours ,and I will never be able to forget about you . " we sat there. For two hours just sitting there holding each crying . God I'm going to miss this boy so much .
*Liam pov
Its been two months since me Danielle broke .You might think that I haven't dated anyone because i haven't moved on since her ,but that's not it , i haven't dated because i couldn't find anyone .They either want me cause I'm "Liam Payne" they guy from OneDirection that they think the know but don't or they just want me because I'm famous and have money .But that nurse seem different ,I'm gonna go ask her out for lunch.
Walking up to her was the worse feeling . I thought well shes such a pretty girl she probably has a boyfriend or What am i thinking asking out a girl ..but i just pushed those thought out of my head, I'm gonna get this girl ! i got pulled from my thought when someone asked " Are you here to see Mr.Horan ?" asks the pretty nurse
"Oh Hi , well actually yes and no ...I'm kinda here for you ." I tell the pretty nurse with a wink ;)
" Oh really ?? Well what do you need Mr. Payne ??" she asks with a cheeky grin
" Well you see .."I read her name tag ," Isabella, I haven't had lunch you see ,and I'm hungry and i heard you tell your friend over there your going break ...so i was wondering if you would like to come with me ??" i ask smiling my head off
" Im sorry but i have a boyfriend .."
" Oh ok well you boyfriend is one lucky boy " i say and the star to walk off but she grabs my hand and says " I was kidding !!"
" That wasn't funny .. "
" Well we need to get going or we wont have time to eat ." she says and i nod and we leave. Isabella will be mine .
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