Fem Crush X Fem Reader: ONESHOTS!

I'm sorry...

Disclaimer: Not a happy end.

This was requested by my cousin. She uses my phone to look at fanfics. She requested this, so if you hate this, blame her!

Narrator

You looked at (c/n) and admire every damn thing! The bell rang and you grabbed your stuff. You start to run for your class. You were then pushed. You dropped all your stuff. You start to collect everything. Then somebody kicked your books and kicked your face. "Go fucking die! You fucking cunt!" One of the people say. You grabbed your stuff and head to your class. You sneak in unnoticed. You were too late to sit behind (c/n) so you sat in the back.

Class was over and you ran up to (c/n). "Hey!" You said. "Hey, wait! Where did you get that bruise?" (C/n) asked. "Oh, I accidentally hit my face on a door." You lie. "Oh, well let's get lunch." (C/n) said. You both get lunch. (C/n) looks like she's looking for someone. "Damn, we spoke in the morning and she comes late!" (C/n) looked pissed. You take some bites and throw it away. "Hey, you should eat more." (C/n) said. "I'm good." You sat back down. She rolled her eyes. "Uhh, c-can you meet me at the back of school? I really need to speak to you." You said nervously. "Yeah, sure! You better be there on time though! You always show up late." She crosses her arms. "I promise I'll be there on time." You smile. (c/n) walked off. You blush at the thought of finally confessing.

It was after school. You waited at the back. She came running towards you. "Finally." You smile. "Okay." You grab her hands. "(c/n) I-I've been wanting to say this in a long time. I l-l-love y-you. I loved you ever since you helped me out with those bullies." You say, she let's go of your hands. "What's wrong?" You ask. "(y/n), I have a girlfriend." (c/n) said nervously. "I-I was too late." You whisper to yourself. "No wait!" She tried to grab your hand again. You step back, "I'm sorry for wasting your time." You said. You start to cry. Then one of your bullies came and kiss (c/n). "With her!" You said. "What's wrong?" (c/n) asked. "Sh-she bullies me." You said. "What!?" (C/n) looked at the bully. "Is this true Kara?" (C/n) asked. "Y-Yes, but I'll change! I promise!" Kara said. "No! You bully my best friend, and you think it's okay!? You know what!? We are done!" (C/n) took 7 steps away and didn't look at Kara. "You fucking bastard! Watch you back!" Kara said. Kara stormed off. You felt so bad, you thought everything was your fault. You walk to (c/n) "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have-" c/n turned to look at you. "Just leave me alone! You ruined my relationship! You think everything is fucking fine when you say 'sorry'! It's not, just leave me the fuck alone and shove that sorry in the damn dirt." (C/n) pushed you out of the way. It was a pretty hard push, you fell to the ground. You sobbed there.

You got up and walked to your home. You then seen your bullies. Especially Kara.

  Kara ran up to you and punched you in the face. You fell to the ground. "Get up! Get the fuck up or it'll be worse!" Kara said. You don't move.

  She grabbed your collar and start hitting you in the face. After awhile she let go. You fell to the ground.

   She then pulled out a pocket knife. "Now, Little bitch gonna pay!" She grabs your hair and slits your cheek. One of the students held on to you. Kara slits your thigh. You scream. "Shut the bitch up!" Kara yelled. One of the bullies grab your mouth. You bite her hand and kick Kara in the stomach. Kara stabs you in the arm. She then pulls it out. You scream out loud. She then slaps you. She grabs your head and smash it in the ground. She then lifted your hair up. "This hair is too long, it's gonna cover up your face!" She smiled. "No! Please! Anything but that!" You begged. She cuts your hair anyway. You start to cry. She then starts beating you up.

  "Throw her in the dump." One of the people say. Kara grabbed you and opened up the dump. One of the bullies helped her throw you in there. "The filthy whore, knows it's home now!" Kara said. They walked off.

You crawled out, you fell to the ground and start to cry in the rain. "I'm so sorry (c/n)." You said.

After a long time, you got up and continue to walk home.

(C/n) POV.

Shit, I feel so fucking bad for what I said to (y/n)! I'm such a fucking IDIOT! I should apologize.

I walk down stairs and grab my car keys. "I'm going to y/n's house!" I yell to my parents. I drove to y/n's and knock on the door. Nobody was there. Good thing I have a spare key! I open the door. "Y/n? I'm coming up!" I walked up the stairs. "Y/n! Open up your door or I'll use the key!" I said. No response came. I open the door.

I seen y/n's lifeless body bruised, cut and her beautiful hair gone. I gasp, I ran to y/n and put her on my knees. I grabbed the pills she took. "WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DO IT!?" I screamed. I place the pills on the ground and hugged y/n. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Please I didn't mean it!" I said over and over again, but she didn't come back. "Who did this to you!?" I said. I kissed her lips, still nothing. "IM SORRY! Its all my fault!" I sobbed. I call her parents.

"It's been 5 weeks. I still miss you, I shouldn't have said those words, I shouldn't have left you alone, I knew you had suicidal thoughts and I didn't care, I should have held on to you, I shouldn't have blamed you for what Kara did. I'm sorry y/n. Please forgive me." I said while I was laying beside her grave. "I'm sorry..."