My Pride (a bunch of random stories and things)

Story

Here we go guys this is something different this is the story of how I found out I was bisexual and panromantic. It was awhile ago when I was in Middle School. I was in 6th grade now my friends seem to think of me as a hopeless romantic and I was very flirty. So I told him about how I had crushes on boys all kinds of boys I told them about crushes that I've had back when I was in elementary school like 5th grade but these are all little tiny crushes and I mean they're just crushes so they don't matter that was until I thought about my crushes that I've had on girls I've never told anyone this honestly only one person knows and I don't want to put them on here in case someday they find this and are like hey this person. So yeah to be honest would I was in like really low level grades like first and second I was absolute butthole like I was legitimately the worst person on Earth at least in my opinion cuz I was like 8 and I thought that being gay was wrong you know that generic stuff that you see on TV because around that time lgbtq + stuff was not really made often we didn't really have you know a gay superhero or like a bisexual main character. And my grandmother on my dad's side is very religious so I don't think anytime soon I will be telling them about my bisexuality. I've tried to tell my mom through subtle little ways but she's always like you're too young you need to grow up and make these kinds of decisions when you're older but to me it was never really a decision I can't help it that I find both girls and guys attractive. But I didn't know that back then so I was essentially a homophobic 8 year old, yeah imagine that a homophobic 8 year old like come on looking back on it I really hate my younger self because I have made so many mistakes it's terrible. If this isn't about that this is about Pride and I'm bisexual so I am taking part of pride month I haven't taken part in any previous Pride months because again I'm terrible and honestly I don't think I could have accepted myself and the way I am if it wasn't for the amazing communities on here. So yeah if you're out there and you are part of this amazing lgbtq + community then please on here this chapter share your story, share your story about how you knew what sexuality you are. Well imma go peace