He Can Never Love A Nerd

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Namjoon's POV:

I walk into school and scoff at the girls basically throwing themselves at me when i walked past. i bet the girls left class early again knowing i would come late as usual. It's a shame really practically throwing your body at a guy who doesn't know if he's gay or not. I've had a lot of girlfriends in the past trust me but i just get some uncomfortable or social awkward. yeah i know bad boy of the school gets awkward around girls whoopy do. i don't care what others have planned for me nor am i scared for people to voice their opinions on what they believe in. who i like is who i like nobody can change it.

Enough of that matter, i heard the bell ring and saw all the students rush out of class but one in particular caught my eye. the school nerd Kim Seokjin or Jin for short. I personally bully him for the right reasons. He's extremely easy to get too and he usually runs away after i get through to him.

I casually walk up to him. 

"well well look who it is, the school nerd, ahh really i bet you've missed me yeah?" i asked and chuckled at his scared quiet reaction

"Ahh don't worry nerd i'll take really good care of you"  i said and pushed him into the lockers and started to punch and kick at him seeing him drop made my adrenaline rush more as i gave the final blow after a while

"Stay away and don't even THINK about looking at me again, i don't want my reputation to be ruined by some nerd that always looks at me" i scoff and walk away to let him ponder in his thoughts.

{Jin's P.O.V}

         Ah 1st period. Math. I love math with a passion. Some day I hope to major in math to become a high end math teacher. But that's only a dream. I answer all of the extremely hard quadratic equations. I smiles softly and get a 110% on my test. 

"Jin well done." Mr. Brackens smiles and I nod a thank you. I was so happy I slid the paper in my bag , get down the homework ,and start to work on it. The bell rings and I groan. I was almost done, I get up and shove all my papers then walk out to see him. Kim Namjoon looking good today. 

      OMG! He's coming my way and I'm so nervous. I stand cautiously back holding my bag and binder. 

"well well look who it is, the school nerd, ahh really i bet you've missed me yeah?"  He asked and chuckled at my  scared quiet reaction. I stay froze and quiet he always bullied me in private but he was  gonna do it in public. 

"Ahh don't worry nerd I'll take really good care of you" He said and pushed Me into the lockers and started to punch and kick at me he gleamed at my pain and  seeing me drop made his adrenaline rush more as he gave the final blow after a while. I was groaning in pain not able to move. How can my heart want someone who abuses me. UGH I groan and  try to move but cant. 

"Stay away and don't even THINK about looking at me again, I  don't want my reputation to be ruined by some nerd that always looks at me" He scoffed and walk away to let me ponder in my thoughts. I cried to myself as Ii slowly rose up gaining enough strength and pushed myself to the bathroom. I landed into the single one and sniffle. 

(TRIGGER WARNING)

"Why am  I even here.." I sigh and take out the silver shiny blade and slides it across his fare clean skin. Fresh warm thick tears roll down his cheek and makes many deep cuts. I throw the blade watching as the thick red substance rolls and lightly drips on the bathroom floor. Stars slowly prickle eyes as darkness begins to settle in.

Life slowly begins to fade as I hear the boys bathroom door open and my vision fades before I can see who it is. 

"Jin...." was the last thing I heard before darkness surrounds me and light disappears finally..

Who was that person...?