He Can Never Love A Nerd

3.

(JIN's P.O.V)

       I Hear a beeping sound. I groan internally and try to open my eyes but its like weights holding them down. I feel as though I cant move my body. I wonder why. I then remember everything that happened. With Namjoon, The abuse, The bathroom, the blade...This is why I'm here. I sigh as my eyes slowly get lighter. I open to see my family all looking exhausted I felt so bad. 

"Oh thank Heavens. Baby we were so worried" Says the voice of my exhausted and tired mother. I frown lightly. She lightly sniffled kissing my cheek. "I Love you baby" 

"I love you too mama. I am so sorry. why don't you all head home ill be fine" She nodded and packs the family up they all kiss me bye.

I lay back and puff as i hear my door open. My heart stopped at the sight of who it was. 

Namjoon....

3rd POV:

Namjoon walks in shutting the door, for some reason he wants to cradle Jin's head and sob to how sorry he was, but he didn't tho he did sit at the chair by his bed side.

"I know you aren't gonna forgive me for everything I've done since freshman year but i want to say i'm sorry i didn't mean to go this far...I wasn't thinking clearly... you see me as this tough guy but deep inside i'm confused myself all my life I've been told to like girls be with girls don't let anyone bully you, i took the message the wrong way and started bullying innocent people that had no right to be bullied and i'm sorry, life at home isn't the best me and my mom always fight she's like the bully to me and always abused me after my dad had died from the war when i was very young like not even a month old..so she had been sending me the wrong messages...I know i'll have to earn you're trust and that's perfectly fine.. or you can just completely give up and not want to talk to me again and that's perfectly fine too, i deserve any consequences you give me... also you think i'm this straight homophobic guy.. i-i am not as straight as i thought i was.. seeing you made my heart flutter and turn and i thought i could just get rid of it by bullying you but it only got stronger... once again i'm not here for you to forgive me.. j-just give me a second chance to prove what i feel and how i feel towards you.. i don't care if i'm giving up my reputation, i just want to see you happy and know that i won't bully you anymore.." He said, tears rolled down his face, ah yes it had been the first time namjoon has cried in years but the first person to see him cry was his crush from 9th grade, Kim Seokjin.

Jin gazes at the lad with his loving eyes. He slowly caresses the sad boys cheek. 

"I'm sorry about your past..Shh don't cry. Yes you have hurt me all my high school days but I just figured because you were unhappy...I tried to take my own life today because my heart wanted you and I couldn't understand why my heart wanted you so badly when all I got was abuse. But I appreciate you coming . I don't trust very easily but...Ill give you second chance just don't mess it up. I want you happy too....I forgive you namjoon I do. I can't forget but I forgive you." Jin says smiling at the sad lad, hoping to boost his spirits. 

Namjoon looks to him "why are you forgiving me? I practically made you're life a living night mare..I don't deserve it.. I don't deserve any affection from you Jin, I-i you truly are an angel sent from above.."Namjoon said through more tears.

Jin's heart throbbed he slowly stood up and hugs namjoon. Caressing the distraught lads hair trying to comfort him. 

"Your The One I care the most about, How can I just hate you when my heart wants you?" He gently wipes the tender tears from RM's eyes. "Let it out, I got you. No matter what. I got you"

Namjoon wailed like a little baby who forgot their pacifer, he hated himself for hurting someone who was just too perfect for him and that cared for him. He hated that he made Jin almost end his life because of his stupid interactions.

"What do i have to do in return i'll do anything you ask" he conpleted with Jin, namjoon deserved to do anything Jin asked him to do since he ruined Jin's high school years..

"I just want you to be nice to people and I want you to be happy. I Don't want you to bully anyone that's all I ask of you" He said holding the trembling lad in his arms comforting him.

"your so special namjoon. just cause your mom says your worthless doesn't mean you are. Your gonna meet the perfect guy and our gonna be so happy. I hope you find happiness to bring your real smile on that gorgeous face" Jin says softly in a loving way.  

Namjoon nodded, he gave a weak smile "and that perfect guy is right in front of me" he says lowly his voice raspy from how much crying he did, "And i promise not to bully anymore nor am i ever gonna start up again, i don't wanna bully someone who doesn't deserve it and end up ending their life because of me.. no more bullying there's gonna be a new better me.. and it's all thanks to you for helping me realize what bullying could do to someone somebody cared about for a long time.." he sheepishly said rubbing the back of his neck.

Jin takes has hand and pulls him close and onto the bed. He wraps his arms around him. 

"I've liked you for a very long time, you always told me to stop staring or pushed me when I would gaze at you. But as well as I just wanted to be your friend. But I'm happy your changing. I like this namjoon" He smiles cuddling him in his arms.

Namjoon smiled softly "so do i" he whispered. He loved the feeling of jin being around him finally.

"I'm really weak from lack of blood." Covers them both up and lightly holds him close kissing your forehead not realizing what he did he dozes off. He loved the feeling of finally holding his crush in his arms. 

Namjoon smiled "Rest up sweetheart i'll be here when you wake" he whispered rubbing his back dozing off himself.

They both had the enjoyment of happy for once.