This feeling. She has never had it before. She fell in a thing called love with a person named Arko. She always claims to have it towards her friends, this is not the same. She would do anything for Arko. She let him in, she let her guard down. She gave herself hope in someone. This man, he was everything to her. She loved him until the end of her life, even in the afterlife. He didn't try to change her, he just helped her find the truth in society, helped her build a new barrier, he helped her find herself. She was lost, hurt, and hopeless. HE changed every idea she has had on relationships. He made her not hate. She is always thankful for him even if he leaves her.
