You pace around your room thinking what to do. "Right sky, it's either, ignore the fact that peter see's me as a friend, forget this ever happened, read my book and avoid all human connection or live in pain and suffering because i have to spend my whole life as Peters best friend..."
"But he said he loved you? love is when someone has an intense feeling of deep affection. That's what he said he was feeling." Sky informed you
"Yes but he said he loved silent angle and yes that is me but he doesn't know that. Ugh! this is so confusing and annoying!" you replied. You turn off your AI and decided to get your silent angle outfit and fly about, maybe get some food. You leave through your sky roof that tony gave you 'so you can always see where you came from' and fly towards school and you sit on the edge of the main block, thinking to yourself; about peter, about your job, about everything. Sitting there was probably one of the most productive thing you have done that day, even if was just thinking about life but it was ruined when you heard a loud bang behind you. Right next to peter's apartment. "*shit*" you think
Ignoring the fans asking for photo's you fly towards peter's place. You rush to the building quickly helping everyone out trying to put people before love. you get everyone out on the first couple floors until you reach peter's place. You kick the door down as soon as you the smoke is coming from that apartment. You run inside, your wings glowing, helping you to see. You find May behind the couch "help peter! please!" May was shouting as you flew her down to the main floor. All you could do was nod and then fly up and get peter. When you get to his room you see that, that's where the main fire is so you try and open the door but no luck so you kick the door down and looked for peter. Not being able to talk makes it difficult to find people as you can't call out but that's why you do your job with other but no one has shown up yet. you look around trying to see through the thick smoke and find peter knocked out next to his bed. You feel tears forming in your eye's picking him up. You fly him out seeing that the firemen had gotten everyone else out. They tried to take peter away from you to take to the hospital but you knew that he would be better off taking him to tony so you write down saying you can take care of him as you know someone who can fix him seeing as the bomb went of in his room but they insisted taking aunt may and she agreed to go to the hospital as she knows about peter being spidey and didn't want anything to go wrong. so you flew him to tony but before you could even get into the medical station in the west side of the building, you collapse. That bomb smoke wasn't normal. That bomb wasn't normal. All you remember is Tony, Steve and Bucky standing over you. Then a hospital room. Then peter next to you still knocked out. Then your bedroom.
After being knocked out for about an hour in your room, you get up and run to find tony. You look for about 20 minutes before seeing him in his office"Did peter see me?!"
"what?" Tony seemed like he had no idea what just happened.
"Did peter see me? when i saved him. By myself! and collapsed? did he see me?!"
"uh, I don't know. just go talk to him. see by his reaction to seeing you. He is in the kitchen" He replied not looking up from what he was doing.
"ugh!"
You head to the kitchen and found peter drinking an orange juice with an ice pack on his head. He looked up and stared at you for a couple minutes. He didn't seem upset or scared. But he did seem worried "Hey" Peter sounded really worried
"Hey spiderboy. How you feeling? I heard what happened and that the silent angel helped you"
"Yeah. she did. I'm fine. I'm just worried about aunt may" Peter said getting up and moving to the window.
"I guess your life is like a sad movie right now. I'm so sorry"
"yeah i guess." His blunt answers worry you
"Is there anything you want to tell me? Seriously, if you need anything. You know i'm here."
"it's just...I think i know who silent angel is" Hearing this makes your heart drop.
"w-what? w-who do you t-think it is?"
"why didn't you tell me? I thought you could trust me. After all, you know about me!"
"what are you on about?" you say nervously laughing
"you're supposed to be my bfotn"
"best friend other than Ned" you laugh at that because its so ridiculously cute "peter listen i'm sorry. Tony told me i couldn't and being who i am i have to listen!"
"Whatever!" and with that peter left.
"you know what? I don't care anymore. Its not like i'm going home...FOR FUCK SAKE!" you said thinking you were by your self
"Language! You're supposed to be an angel!"
"oh my thor! Steve don't scare me like that! how much of that did you see?"
"All of it. I'm so sorry (Y/N). He saw you when we had to take your mask off."
"Why did you do that! For Thor's sake! You know i had to keep my identity a secret from him! Why!"
"You weren't breathing (Y/N)!" Steve seemed angry now "Now tell me what don't you care about because you better care about this. Peter needs you. He just doesn't realise it yet!
"everything and anything. I just don't care anymore! It's pointless without peter!" you said running to your room. "why does this sorta stuff always happen to me!"
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