Honestly Crying

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I've done the biggest blunder ever and accidently had the newest chapter pulled up on my phone and when I hit back it automatically saved at the 'rough draft' of the Chapter I had already posted. It's completely gone. There's no way for me to bring it back. You all know I write freestyle and don't take notes. I have NO IDEA what the fuck I wrote. There's no way for me to bring it back. I'm just.. so distraught right now I'm close to just throwing this aside because of how very depressed I am. 

"It's not the end of the world" 

Is probably one thing running through my Readers minds but as an Author, we have this view of how the book is heading and I know for a fact that chapter had something to do with what I planned next. Now, I can't even recall what I was planning. There's no longer a spark for this next chapter I had had planned. It's as though my entire mind is drawing a blank on future writing now. This is my worst nightmare. I just.. I don't know what to even do at this point. I have to go take that chapter down now..

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