Chapter Two- Gather the toolbox

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The door shut, no, not with impact, not with a loud 'Bang', but slow yet so humble and ever so gently...

And the door slammed, slammed shut slammed shut, the hinges were broken and they came off and became ruined, it was left open, broken and fallen as well as vulnerable, so vulnerable...

Silence breathed in the room, yet with lips trembling and whispering and moving, moving, not out of self-will...

Meaningless, it was unintelligible what one was saying, it was a bundle of mess, of words, jumbled up and spewing out due to one's lack of self-control...

There was no control, no control of the tongue, none over the mind, none over ones ever pumping heart, indeed no control over one's own doll-like body...

And the silence turned into speech, speech turned into laughter and laughter turned into agony and never-ending internal screaming and screaming gushing out of one's throat...

Indeed sanity turned into true insanity...

To be fair with one's self, there was no sanity, it was lost, lost through the closed doors and they were slammed shut because they were never to come again...

We're lost, lost in the emotions of self-pity and other flowing emotions, we are drowning by the ever flooding of tears, gushing out of eyes and streaming down our face, they drop on to the floor, it looks like it's beginning to rain, a few drops down, and it's like hail, it begins to pour down, the floor becomes wet, and clothes start to dampen, sit your self down and you are losing your self in waves of self-pity as it splashes against your ever so fragile body, you cry, cry and cry, but what can you do, but what instead of let rip the flood of anguish...

You Were drifting off, drifting in our thoughts and questions, in space, in our little 'galaxy' drifting causing you to choke, choke, go on, choke, suffocate, suffocate in your misery, lose your self in thoughts, wrap around your neck hands full of questions, and squeeze your neck, suffocate yourself till you stop breathing, until you out of breath, till you wonder even further along with the planets and stars, go on, do it until you drop, do it tighter until I no longer can see your pupils staring right at me, roll back and wander away, along with the stars, don't stop suffocating in this galaxy you and I created, just suffer a little more...

Scream for me, a little louder, scream for me pain and agony, scream in the darkness, scream in loneliness, scream for me because your ant me and always will do, but you have no one and no wants you, you don't deserve it, you don't deserve that affection and compassion, yet you cherish your affection and compassion, but I mean why, why did you get it, why did you receive it in the first place, you don't deserve it, it was only given out of remorse, to give one's self false hope, hopes are meant to broken, broken into pieces and never be glued back together, I should break you, but I can not, you
are already a broken little doll. And I did it, my little doll.
That's all you are, a little doll, that should be thrown around and meant to be broken, very broken, handed false pity, boo hoo, boo hoo to you, a worthless child,
are you not a failure of a child, no?





And left in the clubroom where broken pieces of glass...

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And that's the Second chapter!

Was it good and did you enjoy it?

Well, there was A LOT of fiddling about with wordplay, structure and ya boii decided to add on from the draft they wrote, I mean I still have a lot from the draft but I added and edited quite a bit.

That's all for now! May add a code tho...

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{And I did past me}
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Ya Boii

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