alright,so i have this friend isaac,right?
he has some eye cancer,and yaknow,me having osteosarcoma we seemed like a good match.
well,isaac goes to this shitty ass support group,and he asked me to come along,so me being the nice person i am,i agreed.
so we get there and sit down and stuff and this girl walks in.
short kinda choppy golden brown hair,green eyes,pail skin,she was beautiful.
she somewhat reminded me of caroline.
she walked in and looked at the small collection of grocery store cookies and watery lemonade.
she took a seat just a few down from mine,and god,i could not stop staring.
i had never seen her before.
so,i decided,hey,why not just stare at her.
it eventually became a staring contest,evidently,she won.
my sapphires were no match for her emeralds.
eventually the shitty course of the whole "my name is ...." started.
once they got to me,i stood up,said everything that was required,and the balless dude asked me what my biggest fear was.
well,considering he actually has no balls,im sure hes quite a pussy.
i should not joke about cancer like that,
i mean,
i only have one leg.
but yes,patrick went on to ask me what my biggest fear was.
it took me a second,but i decided that oblivion was a nice choice.
it was quite a fear of mine.
i know i have to leave sometime,and i dont want to be one of those people that get the little 1 x .5 inch "this person died this week."story in the newspaper.
i want it to be everywhere.
but,ms.emerald eyes,now named hazel,objected.
she stood up,and began a long jumble of words thats somehow fit into a paragraph,
and all i could do was smile and say,
"goddamn.arent you something else."
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the fault in ourselves.
Roman d'amourthis is basically a rendition of The Fault in Our Stars by John Green from the prospective of augustus. i do not own any rights to tfios,i have just been wanting to write this since i read the book,and im im finally getting my chance to get it out t...
