Carolyns P.O.V~
"No Ashley.." I stuttered as I grab the blanket and ran down stairs. "Carolyn?" I heard Juliet say as I passed her on the stairs. "Sorry I umm." I began to say but got to the bottom of the stairs. "Carolyn?" I heard everyone else say. "Hey what happened in their?" Ashley said coming up behind me and putting is hand on my shoulder. "Ashley I... Guys I.." I can't to this I thought in my head. Why is this happening to me? I ran all the way to Cc's crying. My phone kept ringing I didn't Care who or what it was about I just wanted to go home. When I got inside I ran to the bathroom. My makeup was smeared and I looked horrible. I went upstairs into my/cc room and into the bathroom. why doesn't anything go right? why can't I do anything for myself? Why do I always suck things up? I'm a mistake...
Cc P.O.V~
"What did you do Ashley?!?!" im so angry why did he have to be such a man who're and with Carolyn?! "What did I do? Um hello she's the one who ran out?!" He retorted "BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU! SHE DOESN'T EVEN LOVE YOU!" I ended up yelling but it was the truth I mean she loves me... I think. "Hey I think we should all go home. We're all confused and upset and probably just need rest." Jinxx spoke up. So that's what we did but I had I strange feeling I don't think Carolyns ok....
Carolyn P.O.V
I turned o. the shower and grabbed a razor that's all I wanted to do... cut. I sat I the shower and cried. Then.. I started to cut on my legs. one. two. three. their were so many from my knees up I couldn't even make one more my legs were so full. So then I started with I'm left arm
"IM FINE"
Is all it said but on the top I traced
"NOT"
I did the same thing to my right arm that I did to my leg until things turned black and everything stopped at once...
Cc POV~
As soon as I got home I rushed into my room and heard the shower runner "Carolyn?" "Carolyn it's Cc?" I repeated. But their was no response. I opened the door to see a bloody and unconscious Carolyn. "Oh god" I started crying and called 911.... When she was being taken away on the stretcher I held her hand and said: "You're all I have. You're a I want." and then we left
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IM BACK! (: Sorry it was sooo short ill update the second part tomorrow or think... thank for all the likes an everything!! love, Carolyncx
