~Carolyns Pov~
"I pick...... neither" I said sadly I think I should just take a brake from both of then you know love wise? I looked at them they both looked hurt "Wait.... I wasn't finished" I exclaimed I didn't want to just say half of what I was thinking. "I'm going to take a brake from both of you and see well.... which one of you on miss more" I shyly said I was looking at my feet. What if they don't agree with me what of they both don't want be now? I should've just chosen then and there but only don't know who I want!! "Yea we totally understand!" Andy said trying to comfort me, Ashley just nodded. Then he spoke quietly their was hurt in his voice "S-s-so we're n-n-not dating?" I didn't want to hurt him he looked like he was going to cry "Just a brake okay?" I asked... He walked inside of feel so bad ugh why am I so stupid? I chased in after him but didn't see where he went. I looked at jinxx and he just pointed upstairs. I heard a door close/slam. I bolted upstairs and into Ashleys room his hands were on his face. "Ashley?" I whispered sitting down next to him. He didn't respond "Ashley I'm sorry you hate me" I paused I knew what I was going to say I just didn't want to say it really. "I'm sorry" I repeated "But just know I love you" I whispered in his ear and then left the room. I didn't feel like talking to anyone so I got my clothes and phone. I was getting ready to leave when someone grabbed my arm "What?" I hissed. I didn't mean to be mean it's just... well things are complicated "Sorry" andy mumbled.... whoops "No it's fine it's just... anyway what did cha want?" I asked trying to make myself sound happy I think I failed.... "Just wanted to know if you wanted a ride home" he said looking shy like we weren't even friends "No it's okay but thanks" I said quietly I didn't feel like talking anymore "And hey we're still friends No need for things to be awkward" I mumbled and walked out. I was walking home almost there when I got a text from jake.
Message from: J@k€ bubbî³ <3 (don't ask jake did it xp)
hey me and ella are gonna hang out... I don't advise coming home c; See you later just crash at Ashleys or something. bye xoxox -Jake
Ugh I can't "crash" at Ashleys or Andy's what am I going to do? I can't ask jinxx he's staying with ashley tonight might I add all because of me god I feel like such a bitch! What am I talking about I am. I decided to text jake back
Message to: J@k€ bubbî³ <3
Yea okay.... Don't do anything too crazy c; USE PROTECTION MISTER¡¡¡ love you xoxoxo ~Carolyn
He didn't text back yea wonder why (sarcasm) I decided to call Cc he was the only that was probably not mad at me
Calling: Mora da asshoee xp
(me and cc just play around like dat cx)
Cc: Hey girly washh up?
Me: Since when was I girly¿ Oh yea know the clouds, birds the yousshhh I said jokingly
Cc: smartass huh? Two can play at that game! He laughed So anyway whatcha want?
Me: Well uh Jake going "down town" with ella could I crash at yours? I asked hesitantly
Cc: What about Ashley?? And umm yea sure I guess ill be home in a hour come anytime after an hour.
Me Ill tell you about Ashley later..... And thanks I owe you one man! I said excitedly into the phone at least someone likes me
Cc: Okaii see you later butt munch love you. Then he hung up
He only said love you cause we're like brother and sister nothing else.... I decided to go shopping since I might be at Ccs' awhile.... I had my credit card and my phone thats about it... I went to the mall and bought some close and a backpack from Hot topic to keep my clothes in if course. Then I went to a store called Spencers c; It scolded lingerie etc. I only went in there because maybe I might do stuff with Ashley in a week or so... however long. I bought a red pair black pair and zebra specially for Ashley c; I got out of the mall and someone bumped into me.... IT WAS ASHLEY oh god! He was the last and first person a wanted to see if you know what I mean! I didn't look at him I just said sorry and started picking up my stuff I dropped "No don't be sorry it was my fault I want watching!" He said back I could hear him picking up my stuff and putting in the backpack oh no.... where is the lingerie I bought? I look up to see a smirking Ashley holding only the zebra pair he must of put the rest away "Hey gimme those" I demanded trying my hardest to not let him see my face "C-c Carolyn?" damn he saw me "yea" I sighed reaching for the things of mine he was holding but he held then out of my reach "You bought lingerie? Nah d zebra?" he was laughing. not funny! "GIMME DEMMMM" I outed like a five year old "Come and get them" he smirked getting on his tippy toes "Damn my shortness!" I yelled in defeat "Give up?" he asked with a victory smile. "Yea you butt" I retorted waiting for him to give them back. he handed them to me and we chatted for awhile okay maybe like an hour.... oops "Hey well I've gotta go see you Mr Purdy" I winked and got "Hey wait!" He yelled chasing after me "I missed you... miss you already" he kissed my lips and I kissed back. It was more passionate then anything I've ever had. It lasted for about 3 minutes before I pulled away breathless. I started walking away and my stomach had this feeling on it god damn butterflies go away! I was walking towards Ccs house when I decided to call him. He picked up after two rings.
Me: Hey Cc I'm walking to your house I'll be there in like 10minutes.
Cc: it's been like 5 hours! I'm bored hurrrrrryyyy uppppp. he talked like a five year old
Me: Its only been four so haha. I said mockingly
Me: Yea yea ill be there don't get your man tities in a twist
Cc: HEYYY!! He whimpered over the phone
Me: See you soon bye butt munch¡
~Time lapse at Cc house~
I walked in and Cc was just laying on the floor "Hey lazy!" I yelled kicking him in the head "Owwwww" he rubbed his head "oh get oger it" I said rolling my eyes "Kiss it to make it better" he cried like a five year old "Fine" I groaned. I layed down next to him on the floor and kissed his head "Better baby?" or said jokingly "Much" He giggled. after we played around for awhile he screamed in my fucking ear "LETS PLAY TRUTH OR DARE!" I just nodded because it would be fun right? But I had to scream back "YOU DONT HAVE TO YELL IN MY FUCKING EAR!" we laughed and started playing. After a couple random and silly truths n' dares Cc asked me "Truth or dare beeeotch" he laughed and I laughed too "Dare dickherd" He was in a train of thought "I dare you too....." he paused and then whispered in my ear (seductively) "Have sex with me"..............
To be continued.... Will Carolyn do it or not? read more to find out c;
