The voices in my head says keep fighting.
You can do it all
You know you can.
Don't let it all be for nothing,
As I sit
Feeling
The deepest sadness
violation
and
mind numbing pain.
I tried everything I cried.
Was I naive to let him in ?
There is no us
There was never
I tried my best, I gave my all
how could he
Cut me open like that ?
maybe I was at fault
Maybe I'm paying for sins I don't remember
it doesn't explain the Degradation
This taste like vinegar
It has been toxic
I believed it was truth, deserved, and yet I survived.
Though I relive the pain daily
I'm still here, begging the world to let me experience something else.
Something bright ,
Anything that could be defined as pure , transparent, and above all,
something to teach me how to breath again. But for the time being, I will breath fire , I will laugh louder and live happily
it means I'm still alive surviving.
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