Beyoncé's P.O.V
I haven't been feeling good ever since we left for NewYork this morning, well here I am back in New York at my house with Shawn still feeling like shit.
I needed to take a nap, and I did just that. I slept like a baby for who knows how long and I was sleeping peacefully for the first time in a long time.
But suddenly I jolted forward wide awake with a sharp pain in my stomach, this was the worst one I ever had yet.
I don't know where Shawn is, but crying in pain, I dragged myself off the bed using all my might to get myself to the bathroom.
Just as I lay my head on the side of the tub another vigorous, sharp pain pulsated through my body, I screamed in pain placing my hand on the floor next to me feeling something slippery touching my fingers, I didn't even have the strength to look, I sat there in agony as my vision blurred and I got light headed.
Suddenly the bathroom door swung open and I saw Shawn staring at me with a look of terror on his face.
Shawn's P.O.V
I left Beys house for a second to go get a Gallon of milk while she was sleeping.
Walking into the house, I set the milk on the counter about to watch T.V when I heard Beyoncé scream from the bathroom. Bolting to the bathroom busting through the door, I stood looking at Beyoncé sitting by the tub in a small puddle of her own blood, her fingers were covered in it.
"Your bleeding.."
" Shaw..." She attempted to say barely getting my name out. I rushed to her quickly picking up her weak body off the floor.
"Bey! bey what happened come on you gotta talk to me! please talk to me don't do this it's stupid bey! come on talk to me!" I panicked rocking her in my arms.
She blacked out.
I sprinted out of the bathroom with her limp body in my arms taking her to my car, then speeding to the hospital.
*at the hospital*
Beyoncé's P.O.V
I could hear mumbling and a beeping machine, the mumbling began to sound more like Shawn and some other person.
Taking a deep breath, I slowly wiggled my fingers, then my toes. Eager to see what was happening I opened my heavy eye lids to be met with a blinding bright light, I immediately threw my arm in my face rolling over from the glaring light.
Once my eyes adjusted I put my hand on my bump then my heart sank, I remembered.
Quickly sitting up I looked around immediately asking question.
"I - I remember pain and -and blood and." I paused and looked at my now clean hands as tears fell into them.
"What happened to my baby?" I said trying to look Shawn in the face.
I immediately knew something was wrong, Shawn looked like he had been crying, he wouldn't even look me in the eyes. I looked to the random doctor who starred at me with a pained expression.
"Somebody answer me!" I shouted angry, I'm in no mood for tiptoeing around this carefully I need to know now!
The doctor whispered something to Shawn patted him on the shoulder and left the room shutting the door.
"Shawn? Baby what happened?" I asked choking on tears.
He walked up to me then pierced me with his own glossy eyes. Grabbing my hands he began to speak.
"Bey... we - we lost the baby."
"No... No that's not true Shawn why the hell would you tell me something like that!"
"Bey they ran test they checked for the heart beat it wasn't there."
"NO SHAWN STOP IT! IT ISNT TRUE, Get Dr.Rain to do the heartbeat it's there I know it just please don't tell me it's gone please don't, do not do this to me no,no,no don't do this to me Shawn not when I just accepted all of this it's not fair!!!!" I broke down and cried into his chest.
Ten minuets later the doctor came in and confirmed my worst nightmare.
I lost my child... I lost a piece of myself that I can't get back. Nothing will ever be the same, I'm lost... I feel abandoned, empty, alone.
All I wanted was to at least hold her.
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