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[ KYOYA OOTORI ]

My eyes went wide at the statement. I slowly let go of his waist and looked down on the ground in disbelief.

'Let's break up.'

I clenched my fists and bit my lip hard. Why now? Just when I was having fun with the man that I love and now, he's just going to leave me?

"Why?" I manage to speak out with a trembling voice.

He sighed and turned to me. He looked at me with the eyes that I fell in love with but instead of love that once filled those ocean blue eyes, it was filled with no emotion and a hint of amusement.

"Didn't I tell you in the first place that I wanted to break that stoic and emotionless exterior of yours? Looks like someone went into my trap easily." He chuckled and my eyes were stinging, brimming with tears which fell right away.

"Did everything that we experienced just a game?! Did you even love me?!" I yelled out, not bothering to wipe the flow of tears that traveled from my eyes through my cheeks and landing on the concrete floor.

"Life is just a game anyway. This was just another stage that I have to clear." He bluntly said and took out a cigarette then lit it up. I 'tch'ed and look up at him. He looked like he had done this too many and that just made more tears flow out of my eyes.

"Never expected to take your virginity as well. Well, maybe that was a bonus to this stage."

SLAP!

His cigarette dropped and I stomped on it to prevent a fire starting. His hand slowly went to his cheek which gently caressed the stinging cheek. He scoffed and looked at me with his eyes, evident of amusement.

"And here I thought I had the right person to experience my first love. Do me a favor and stay out of my life." I said and ran out of the rooftop. I wiped my eyes that was obviously brimming with tears.

He's just like everyone else.

I ran into the music room and tried to cover my face as much as possible. I hurriedly packed my things and tried to leave the music room but Tamaki stopped me.

"Kyoya? What's wrong?" He tried to wipe my tears but I slapped his hand away. I tried to escpae from his grip and I was quite surprised at how tight and strong his grip was. Despite having a thin build, he was quite strong.

"Let go of me!" I said and everyone crowded around me. Mori carried me to the couch and I tried really hard to escape but I just sobbed and brought my knees closer to my chest. I felt Honey and Haruhi's gentle touch on my back but I just continued sobbing and hiding my face between my knees.

"Kyoya, what happened with Natsuya?" I heard Ichizo ask with a gentle voice and that made me cry harder and sob harder. Ichizo may have a clue since he pulled me closer to his chest and hugged me while whispering nothings in my ear with a gentle voice. I hugged him back, crying on his shoulder.

"What did he say?" He pulled away and wiped my tears. Everyone stared at my face and or figure, waiting for an explanation.

"He said that," I started and took a deep breath. "He just did all of this so he can break my stoic exterior." I managed to speak out without stuttering. He rubbed my back and I took another deep breath. "He said that everything was just a game and that taking..." I paused and cried harder. Ichizo's eyes widen while the rest were curious about what I was getting.

"Taking your virginity was a bonus?" He asked and I nod. He pulled me closer and rubbed my back soothingly while whispering nothings to my ear that will help me calm down.