When I was younger I would always hear "you're so gay" or "eww gross you're gay". I would always think why do people find that disgusting why can't we just all get along and not care about who others wanna be with.
I think me finding out I was bisexual was probably around middle school. My earliest memory of me liking both genders was when in 5th we got a new student. I took a liking to this new student, in the beginning I thought they were a boy since that's how they dressed.
Later on I found out that they were a girl but my feelings for them didn't go away. I would be thinking "oh shit I'm I lesbian?" "I'm I gay what will I do?". But at the same time I was like no I can't be I like boys too.
My crush ended up moving away and I never saw her again, but I think about her from time to time and how she was a big important person to me in my journey of finding out who I am. And of course I also liked boys like you know I had a few boy crushes here and there.
