Bare With me

Two: When I did something new

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I saw yellow lights as they flickered. Seconds later, these lights were accompanied by reverberating sound. A part of me jumped at the idea of being helped, of being rescued. But the other part, the part that has over the years been splintered told otherwise. Rescuing is for victims, victims are those who have somewhere on the other side of the earth to be.

I, on the other hand had neither anywhere to go or anyone to turn to. I was a hollow fish flowing in the water current. And I refuse to call myself a victim. I'd better be called as the survivor.

Bracing myself, I stood taller as I saw four burly men coming my way on motorbikes. They killed their engines as they saw me standing on the corner of the road. Uneasiness settled into me as they started eating me with their eyes. They are all in half cut leather jacket, their hands are bulging with muscles. Two of them had shaved heads and were giving me serious chills.

"Hey baby" A burly man with a bandana over his head spoke and his friends laughed. "Do you need a ride? Or would like to give us a ride?" their laughing filled the air and gave me shrills. I got a feeling something was not right. They were not just interested in giving me a ride. Their eyes were practically inside my shirt, they looked at me the same way Steven did.

I tell myself whatever comes in my way will get me on the correct way. These men might kill me, but didn't I just postpone my death? I have done everything I've had disliked for nearly a decade for Steven. I can do it again for me.

The moment I left that house, I gained a very precious thing. Ownership. Ownership of my body. The only thing that belongs to me right now is my body, and I will give whatever it takes to survive, even if it involves pawning my body.

The lights weren't very helpful but I could make out their faces roughly. I pull a face that I have been told attracts males. I randomly selected the second thug and moved towards him. I saw drool escaping his mouth as he laughed when his buddies clapped his back. Biting my lips I gave him a smirk as I moved ahead.

"Will see ya tomorrow chuck" One if the other thugs said and all the other three of them flew away on their bikes.

The remaining thug whose name was Chuck scanned my body. His eyes lingered on my breast and then came back at my mouth. I know what he wants and as much as I hate it I will have to do whatever it takes to live.

I grabbed his chin and landed my mouth on his, just the way Steven did with me. Foul smell of beer mixed with something raw made me gag but I kissed him anyway. The got hard him instantly, I felt his hardness as he pulled me into him and started groping me. I pulled away before he could enter his tongue in my mouth.

I will give him what he wants, but only on my terms.

"You want more?" I asked and saw fire blazing in his eyes. I gave him a smirk and bite his jaw only to earn a moan from his mouth.

"You're such a tease sweetheart" he said.

I pressed myself more into him. I reminded myself I had to do this. This man will get me away from darkness to somewhere, I will not need to worry about a place tonight if serve his purpose. Very slowly I put my hand on his hardened member and squeezed it. He pulled me more into him and attacked my mouth once more.

I pulled abruptly and he yelled "you bitch"

"Take that back" I said and started putting distance between us. That made him relax and he asked "Who are you?"

"Your need" I said "I can see it in your eyes, so... want more?"

"such a little bitch you are" he laughed

"bite that tongue" I glared him. Somewhere his word reminded me of Steven, but I asked my mind to not lose focus. Steven was dealt, I had another prick to deal.

"How about you bite it?"

"Then take your words back."

He clenched his jaw as he shoot daggers on me. Very slowly I trailed my fingers from my sore collarbone to the first button of the shirt that belongs to Steven and unbuttoned it to reveal my milky cleavage. Despite of my unhealthy body, my breasts have always been fuller. At seventeen I was a C cup.

"Take it back" I cooed his eyes were eating my fingers that was now drawing lazy patterns on my skin.

"I'm taking it back."

I trailed my fingers lower and unbuttoned the second button and heard him gasping. I circled my areola and saw him rubbing his harder member that looked ready to break free from his pants. "You want more?" I asked

He wasted no more time and moaned "I do".

I moved ahead and encircled his neck with one of my hand, simultaneously crushing my breasts between us. He released a groan that brought a smile on my chapped lips.

I have been dominated enough in my life, but this newly attained freedom has given a power to me that I decide I will never lose. I won't be forced again. I will be my own force.

"say please" I smiled

"Please"

This is the way I want things to work. According to my desire. "How about you give me a ride?" I bit his earlobe.

"Where to?" he breathed in my neck.

"Your place"

I'm not a victim. I'm a fighter.