My Possessive Husband (ManxMan)

Chapter 18

Hey Readers! Wow it's been a while. I really don't have any excuses this time on why I have not updated. I just did not have any motivation to update, but I gained it back. I apologize for the wait and I hope you forgive me with this chapter (quite explicit).

(Renmen POV)

I was pleased with the gentle kisses that Nicolas was adorning my neck and a soft moan slips out my lips. Nicolas has a determined look while unbuttoning his shirt, and suddenly butterflies flutter in the pit of my stomach. I look at his eyes and they were clouded in want. I gulped at the intensity of his eyes, they were ready to devour me.

My hands clenched on the soft sheets of the bed. I consider my current position which was on my back, my legs open which allowed Nicolas to be planted between them. I could feel his symbol of desire rubbing against my own bulging crotch.

This also caused me to let out a wanton moan. It was surprisingly loud and I immediately covered my mouth with my hands. Seeing me cover my mouth from embarrassment irritated the man on top of me.

"Renmen, if I'm going to give you pleasure you cannot continue to silence yourself. I want to know if I'm pleasuring you and I most definitely want to hear those sweet sounds that come out those delectable lips of yours. Ok?"

I softly whispered my agreement to him. After he made his statement he took my hands away from my mouth. He then softly bites my neck, which made me bite my lips in anticipation. I whimpered in need of him when he was rubbing our hardened erections together. He was teasing me and he knew it, he was smirking at my reaction.

I pouted at him, my bottom lip slightly sticking out. In return, he gently bites my bottom lip and tugged at it, then releasing it with a kiss. His large hands slipped under my shirt, while simultaneously tugging to pull off my pajama shorts. I slightly tensed at his actions, and he noticed it. He stopped and focused his attention to me.

"I need to know now Renmen if you truly want this. I won't hurt you, I just want to satisfy your obvious libido. I will stop anytime you want me to, it will be hard but I will. Tell me Renmen, are you honestly ready for this?"

He was being so gentle and patient with me, I loved it. I really thought about his question and my body already knew the answer. But I also was thinking about the consequences, like what if this happens and Nicolas wants this to be a regular thing or something. Or what if Nicolas really cannot control himself, can I really trust him? Will he stop if I said so?

So many thoughts were through my mind, mixed emotions of anxiety and want was quite overwhelming. I finally decided that, I could care less. I felt like if I don't try to relieve this pulsing and foreign sexual heat, I will regret it.

I need this growing crave to go away and it seems that the only person that can get rid of it, is this man between my legs. I looked at him and I mumbled with the answer he was waiting for.

"I need you Nicolas."

He smiled and kissed my hand while his eyes were still fixed on me. I took in a sharp breath when he managed to swiftly take off my shorts and shirt. I was exposed and vulnerable in my underwear to him and I was fine with it. The cold air made my nipples stiffen and they harden even more when Nicholas started rubbing them. I was so sensitive, because that earned him a loud whimper from me.

He was elated and continue to play with them, biting them and kissing them. Nicolas started to kiss down my stomach, a trail that left me slightly giggling. His kisses were tickling me. I was suddenly yanked away from the amusing kisses that directed my attention. Nicolas' hand was rubbing my pulsing erection through my underwear, and I spread my legs wider in response.