My Possessive Husband (ManxMan)

Chapter 19

It sure has been a looong time! I will try to update at least once a week from now on. I hope you enjoy this chapter.

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I woke up in bed in bliss. I stretched out my slightly sore body, then turn my neck to the right and see Nicolas peacefully sleep. His dark hair messily scattered and his pale skin glowing in the morning sun. He really looks like an angel, but only in disguise. I look at his face and my face heats up as memories of yesterday flash through my mind.

He starts to move around, alerting me that he is waking up. I wanted to hurry and get up because I couldn't face him, especially after yesterday. Instead of feeling the soft rug on the soles of my feet, I feel Nicolas strong arms around my waist. Nicolas hands then start to rub my warm thighs. The soothing touch provides me pleasurable shivers down my spine. I wonder why he was able to have such easy access to my sensitive thighs. I then realize I was wearing his shirt, that was loose and obviously too big on me.

I bite my lip, suppressing a moan. It shocked me how nice this felt, I was beyond embarrassed when I noticed there was a grin on Nicolas plump lips.

"Morning love, how about we repeat last night." His voice was raspy and deep, as expected since he just woke up. I bite my lip, it was very tempting. It was ludicrous how comfortable I was getting with Nicolas, allowing him to touch the places that I had no idea that can bring me so much pleasure. I quickly remove his hands from my body and get up. I face him and nervously speak my response.

"I am going to eat breakfast that Helen prepared, do y-you want me to bring your breakfast to you or.."

"That would be lovely. But unfortunately, I have to work. Sophia will bring me my usual. And what will you be doing today?"

He gets up towering over me, I look up and give him a curious look. I was wondering why he was looking like he wanted to devour me whole. I offered him a smile and in return, he kisses my forehead. I was speechless with how handsome he looked, and his perfectly toned body was making me unintentionally lick my full lips. Nicolas narrows his eyes, a dark look in eyes.

"Maybe I should take another day off, how can I go to work with that expression that is basically begging me to fu-". I interrupted him before he continues his obvious dirty statement. I quickly put some space between us and tell him with conviction.

"I am going to school and sort the mess that formed because of the situation with Samson. I'm going to be busy all day." I basically run past him and didn't even wait for him to reply to my statement when I walked towards the bathroom. I really need to put some distance between us. Why I am I swooning for him and allowing him to touch me so sexually. Sure he is really good with his hands and his physical features are very distracting. I'm not supposed to be okay with this whole arrangement, just because he is being so patient and gentle does not mean that his past actions are just.

I continue to think of my shameful acts even while taking a bite of Helen's mouth-watering waffles. Nicolas walks in the kitchen looking sharp and expressionless like usual. He catches me glancing at him and I quickly look away.

I pretended to look uninterested at his presence and start shoving more waffles in my mouth. I smell Nicolas musky and woodsy cologne, letting me know that he was sitting next to me. I still didn't bother to look at him when he spoke to me.

"My mother is coming over for dinner to discuss the wedding that is happening in a month, I just wanted to remind you since you are busy today," I mumble my reply avoiding looking at him directly.

"Yeah I know and I will be on time". I was too busy focusing on chugging my orange juice so I can hurry and leave that I didn't notice the irritation that was in Nicolas's face. His voice was cold and annoyed by my dismissive behavior.