Anti-social 🚫 Jjk

Love that is lost

I look for the owner of the voice, until once I turn around I was greeted by the face of Yugyeom, I would be shocked if it had been someone else. He always came to class, but right now was not the time that I had wanted to see me. All my tears were still falling from my face, while my nose was still slightly running. To avoid him I turn myself back around so that he was facing my back.

I can hear hit footsteps from behind me, I really didn't want to talk to him. He had sympathetically put his hand onto my shoulder turning me around, trying to stay my ground wasn't working, my whole body had felt weak and fragile that could break at any moment.
"What's wrong?" he made me face him, but all I could do was stare at the floor.

"It's not your concern go to class."I said almost coming out as a yell.
"Something is wrong, we're friends you can tell me"
"I don't want to talk to you!" I started yelling now, shoving his arm off my shoulder.
"Fine, If you won't tell me now you have my number text me if you need me okay?" 

I'm glad he hadn't pushed any farther and had kept my privacy and space. The thing I needed now was to go see Miss.J she was there for me when I had lost Jimin and now I need her now. So desperately I waited for the next bus that would drop me back off home. There was no way I would be able to go to school today, I felt sick in the stomach just being near the school. My thoughts were just rushing with what just happened, I beg myself my head to stop thinking about it. Not one moment when I was trying to get home did I have to peace to have a calm mind.

I started to get a headache over, and over remembering the words he said to me. Why, I don't want to feel this way again, I wish I hadn't met him. My life would go on the way it was, everything would have been the boring life I had been always living. My heart was crumbling with every moment, the pain was almost too unbearable. It is even hard to walk, My whole body is numb, even while sitting on the bus, my hands waver of anxiousness, and my legs tremble. 

I can't stay still, I can't stop myself from moving, everything in my body and my head is working over load. Thinking and thinking with no stop, trying to put possible pieces together. The whole thing goes on repeat remembering every single detail of that moment. I'm close to her home but it had seemed so far away. My hands were fidgeting, him leaving wasn't the only thing on repeat our time together keeps rushing in my head. I get lost at times in reality as my mind is so clouded, with too much things at once.

I knock on her door, I knock once again. I get no response, I beg out loud now banging on the door hoping for her to at any time to greet me. But that doesn't happen she's not home. The only other place I could think she would be at is at the hospital. I couldn't go back home, there was no way that I would be going back home at this time, they wold ask me why I am not at school. I didn't need to be bombarded with questions I only wanted to company of Miss. J . Before I had knew it , the world around me started spinning, my headache much larger and I could see small stars in the daylight. But then all of a sudden my legs collapsed on me and I had blanked out of my conciseness. 

Miss. J POV

I sat there and watched the poor unconscious boy, Looking at the flowers I had brought for him today. If only he could see how beautiful it had looked, How beautiful the world looks.  He used to always be a good child, but he stopped coming to me once he had hit his teenage years. I miss his young days running around playing hide n seek. Always treating me as if I was his own mother, I loved him and his brother with all my heart, they are my grand kids after all. He stopped telling me everything once he had gotten into high school. Acting like the man he is, I had come to wonder what he started doing. Some days he would come over with a bruise on his face, some days he would come back with a different girl a week. Saying that they were all his 'girlfriend' until the next week it would be some other girl. 

He only ever brought girls, over starting in high school. At first it had been all fine until, the girl had kept changing and changing, sometimes he wouldn't bother even telling me the girls name. His mother was strict with those things and would never let him bring girls to his house, so he would come to mine and bring them over. I would greet them and then he would just go to his room that he always slept in. 

I love my grand children and I didn't want to tell him what to do and what not to do. I was afraid he would completely shut himself from me he already hardly talked to his mother after she had divorced her husband. They see their father very little and I have come to realize is that all the boy needed was a father figure to fix up his attitude.

I looked at the boy in front of me, trying to only recall the better memories. I got up my seat to look at the boys face, he looked sound asleep, until I looked at his hands, his fingers had clutched, slowly moving. I couldn't help but to stare at his hands. This was the first movement he has done in this whole year. My heart starts racing, unsure of what to do next, thinking that I would have to go get the doctors. I look back at his face to see his eyes opening.

My eyes opened even wider out of shock, he was up. I quickly grab my phone and dial his mothers number, I walked out of the door a called out for the doctor, someone had immediately came. His mother had finally answered my call,

"Hello? Eomma?"
"Your Son is awake..."

After I had just said that, my daughter had ended the call. I pray for her to come here quickly, I walked near his bed, when I see the doctors checking up on him.

"Halmonee?" I heard his faint voice, I tipy toe to get a glimpse of him as the doctors surrounded him, able to get a vision of him. 
"Don't worry Jungkook, You're mother and brother are coming soon."

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A/N

SOooooo, What do you think?

Sorry this is a really short chapter, well 1,000 words less than I normally do. But I hope you enjoyed this small chapter. It is semi impactful. I've been quite busy studying for Exams, Next chapter I am hoping will be posted by Monday, if not Tuesday

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