How to love

4

-Rayne
I woke up to my phone ringing, Justine was trying to FaceTime me so I answered.

"Wassup" I said yawning

"Girl I'm bored, damnear finna steal the car cuz Amir & Shawn left." She said not knowing Amir was in my room.

Amir took my phone out my hands and said "you ain't finna steal shit." He said

"Waaaait wtf y'all was doing."She said

"Nothing girl we was just smoking." I said as he placed  his head on my stomach & pulled the covers over.

"Girl y'all need to stop playing fr , fuck w my brother. I want a niece." She said

Amir grabbed the phone again and said "bye , damn you always gotta do to much." He said then hang up.
Putting the cover over his head & laying on my stomach. I tried to move but he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Uhh what you finna do." I said , we done smoked now it's time for him to leave before my daddy nem gets back.

"Let me stay da night." He said looking at me

"Hell no get out." I said pushing him out of my face

"Maan whatever I'm gone." He got up yawning, right when he opened my door I heard the front door open & my mom & dad talking . He must've came in my room so fast & hid in my walk in closet.

"Boy you act like they don't kno you Justine's brother." I said laughing

"Ok and yo daddy never liked me talking to you ." He said walking out & sitting on my bed. I just kept laughing.

" I'll be right back stay here ." I said . I went down stairs to see my my mom & dad sitting on the couch talking it looked like whatever they were talking about was serious.

"Hey ... what y'all talking about." I asked . They just stopped talking & shook their heads.

" Justine your uncle Rodney just got outta jail, he may be living with us until he gets back on his feet." My mom said. After she said that my heart dropped, I never liked him..not after what he tried to do to me. I feel like my mom sensed something was wrong because of my my facial expression,  but after that I went upstairs back into my room & locked my door , &turning on some music . I rolled another wood & started smoking again.

"What's wrong wit you." Amir said , I just shrugged my shoulders. He kept asking me what's wrong but I just kept ignoring him.

"Bruh I'm not playing wit you bruh what's wrong." He said grabbing my face . When he did that tears started coming down my face . Then he had a weird look on his face like he didn't know what to do or say. I just put my face into my hands, I'm really hella mad cuz I don't ever cry or let anyone see me cry.

"Baby stop crying." He said. I just looked at him like nigga what.

"Nah I'm just playing, but fr what's wrong wit you ." He said laughing,taking the wood outta my hand & he hit it a couple of times then gave it back. I didn't say nun I just took his keys out his pocket, & started to make my way to the door, but before I could touch the door he pushed me against the wall .

"What you doing ." He said lowly, if he were to take another step closer his lips would've been touching mine. I ain't even go lie this weed got me feeling right, his lips look so good rn.

"Stop looking at my lips nerd." He chuckled hugging my waist and putting his face in my neck.

"Move , I'm not in the mood for your bs." I said pushing him off me a lil.