How to love

6

Justine
I woke up feeling hella nauseous so i ran to the bathroom feeling like i have too throw up. I look at the time on my phone and it says 6:45 am. I have no idea why I feel like this at all- I mean I know I can't be pregnant because me and Shawn only did it once and that was like last week. I haven't been talking to him because I found out he has been texting other females. I haven't even told anyone that I lost it to him because I'm scared. When I started to brush my teeth and wash my face I hear someone knocking on the door.

"I'll be out in a minute." I yelled out weakly though

"It's Rayne open the door." She said , so I opened the door.

"What's up , why have you been acting different lately." She said

"What do you mean." I asked playing stupid but then she just stared at me.

"Girl I been your best friend for how long now? I know when your going through it you start to act distant." She said with worry on her face.
When she said that I just started boo-hooing .

"He don't love me no more."I said hugging her tightly

"Woah calm down...what happened." She said .
Then I explained to her how I went through his phone & found out he was entertaining hella females.

"Damn ju." She said hugging me. But I started to feel nauseous then I ran to the toilet again.

"What's wrong with you ... I just know you not.."she started to say.

"I'll be out in a minute." I said so I can get cleaned up. Omg what am I going to do. I wish I never even messed with dude I should've knew better, I wish I would've listened to my brother. All this is all my fault for even messing With Shawn hoe ass. After I got done freshening up I quickly went to go find Amir's keys so I can go pick up some test.

"Justine come on." I whispered yelled so Amir wouldn't catch on but he's to busy into his phone right now to even notice what's going on.

"Huh." She mouthed

"bitch come on!." I said again

We hurried up and ran to Amir's car before he could say anything but that nigga was right on our tails, wtf I didn't even know he was paying attention.

"And where tf y'all think y'all going to in my car." He said snatching his key out my hands.

"I have to go get some pads & I know you don't want to go get me some." I said quickly coming up with a lie.

"Nigga why yo ass ain't just say that." He said throwing the keys back and shaking his head and mugging us and walking back in the house.

"Girl I know you ain't have me run out here for that shit."  Rayne said

"Girl no...just come on ima tell you later." I said as we got in the car. We just rode in silence all the way to cvs. "I'll be right back." I said quickly going inside trying to find a pregnancy test, I grabbed five of them shoving them in my purse . I quickly make my way out but then Someone bumped into someone, it was amber and she had a small pudge on her stomach.
"Damn girl." I said I felt like her ass did that on purpose.  I expected her to say something but she didn't she just quickly picked up what looked like a pregnancy test off the floor and put it back in her pocket, it looked like she wanted to cry...that was weird. I started walk towards the car only to hear someone yelling my name.

"Ju! I know that ain't Ju lil ass." I turned around seeing that it was some tall lightskin boy with a grill. Damn he fine.

"Do I know you." I said putting my hand on my hip.