Title: So done with the pain
That beautiful/handsome girl/boy let their tears fall as their soul shifted colors once again letting it lose color. They felt like they were struggling as they leaned against their bedroom wall shaking. How long has it been since they left their bedroom to say hello to anyone. They rested their hand on the doorknob wanting to cry harder as it felt disgusting in their grasp feeling as if life or death if they didn't let go, but what would happen if they didn't open it. They had maybe four days worth of food left in their pantry all their clothes were filthy or torn. When did they last see the sunlight, or any light in general there was only darkness surrounding them, and no sound could be heard except that song that made them release their grasp on the door knob slowly before turning around [play the music now] looking up at the ceiling it was decaying each word the song sung it stung them tears fell from their colorless orbs.
Your POV
"You cant wake up this is not a dream you are part of a machine you are not a human being.."
The song sang.
"I think there is a fault in my code..." You muttered as you covered your left eye in shame and disgust for yourself. Shivering you wrapped both arms around your thin body.
You were crying harder you've never let any sounds escape till now you fell to your knees as a scream erupted from within your chest the song played on repeat over, and over [You can do that if you want it to be more dramatic] reaching your hands up to your messy hair you knotted your hands in the matted mess.
"Are you insane like me...?" You laughed at the lyric you may have heard it many times, but each time you heard it repeat you felt another crack in your soul, "I think there is a fault in my code these voices won't leave me alone." Curling up into a ball you shook in fear the lyrics echoing around inside your mind as you remembered all the genocide routes you took in behalf of Frisk. Each time you did the route you felt the pain again, and again. Each time you killed them you would cradle Sans jacket the last time you killed him he asked you 'I used to love you ya know' This shook you as you cradled his skull before it dissipated into dust. When you restarted this route you ran into Hot land making a home in one of the abandoned homes that were half gone you fixed them up when you would run out of food you often stayed there to starve yourself as if a some type of "Repentance." When Sans would stock up his sentry station there then leave you'd sneak out stealing all the food but, he never thought anything of it thinking it was just the kids or monsters playing tricks on him though when it kept occurring you didn't know he started staying watching from afar. He had just finished stocking he sold about a little bit of the food as he left on his usual route he decided to stay by a near by boulder leaning by it he stayed there to see if the person who was stealing from him would come out again. You infact did show up but, for all the wrong reasons your sat on the wood letting the rotten wood seep through your fingers petting the sign he made. Feeling at his seat you shuddered at the lingering warmth you wish he's hold you though you didn't take food as you went back to your so called home though you had no idea about the monster that followed you with a hidden intent masked in his soul. What was he going to do to you, you would have no idea.
Opening your broken door Sans folled far behind to try, and not scare you well he did try..you just ended up scaring yourself as you tripped over a few rocks your eyes scattered around quickly yet when you saw nothing you hurried into little shack he stopped at his spot behind a large boulder confusion, hurt, saddness, and anger swelled inside of him it has been so many routes since he had last seen you hell he barely remembered you yet he felt like he used to know you so well at one point. Emotions flooded both of your minds as you let out a piercing screams of a long string of painful sobbing. He wanted to remember who you were bit his mind was blank from the lack of answers. He'd find out one way or another.
[Part one]
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Undertale Au x Reader
FanfictionHellooooo there! I wanted to do something a little different if anyone has any requests please comments or pm me! I'd love to write your requests! I plan on making this very long! some may have more parts than others or some may just be a short st...