Broken Clocks ⏰🕰

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Oh my God it's been it's been 3 days since the incident happened with my daughter Eve. I can't believe that she was almost tooking away from me I don't know how I would be able to go on with myself. my label wants me to get back in the studio but right now I need some time to grieve. I really do miss her they say she won't be able to speak anymore and she will forever have a hard time breathing!!! That's my Eve she's so joyful funny bright and her personality is just so over the top and the simple fact that allowed happened to her makes me feel like a bad mother.
I'm supposed to go see her today, they say she may need a blood transfusion but my blood is not compatible too hers  so champ said he would do it the quicker this is the faster she can come home!!!

Rico has been a little distant lately I guess because Champs showed up. But again he is their father and I want them to have a bond with him I've been dating Rico for the last two years and it's been great to the point that last summer he asked me to marry him and I said yes we get along extremely well he's a writer he also  helps me write some of my music that I'm doing now he even  has produced a couple of my songs for me. Rico's a great guy but he's not champ but I do think it's for the better that I stick with Rico you know!!

I'm startled out of my thoughts while I'm waiting  inside the studio it's nothing but Dupri coming to tell me the car is ready for me to go to the hospital. they still haven't found who started shooting in the Coliseum but for some reason I think I already know who started it and if it's a war that they want its a war they will get. I almost lost my precious 5 year old behind this turf war or whatever and I'll be damned if anything else happened to my children and for whom ever set it  up I will have your head and I mean no mercy!!!

We arrived at the hospital and champ is already giving his blood.
I haven't seen evie in the last couple of days I think it's for the best tho. Its been a lot going on and I don't want to jeopardize anything with her, plus I'm moving all are stuff into the new house and I don't want her to get in the way of me setting everything up.
We do think it's best that she stays with her dad and his family because I know that they can keep an eye on her in the meantime.
At the Er  I got security out the ass in the hospital watching over Eve for the time being she's doing pretty good she hasn't opened her eyes yet though, I'll be glad when she do because I want to be the first person she sees!!

A couple hours passed in the blood transfusion went well.
Tthey were a perfect match meaning champ is in fact Eve's Father which I guess It kind of made him really happy because he knew for sure.
Even though I know he knew that she was his from jump,
(He better have known)
Smh but it crosses my mind that  I have yet to talk to Rio it's like he vanished off the face of the Earth again and I hope not cuz it was nice seeing him.
I know I owe him a explanation on everything that's happen but if I know Rio he's already looking into it.
I just hope everything is okay with him and now I know that eve is not his I can sleep a little better at night you know!!!
                           I give my daughter a kiss on the forehead and I tell the doctors to call me if they need anything.
I have too stop by the  warehouse right before I get back to the studio.
I'm making sure everything is going well and if the product is selling out in the street, Don't get me wrong I hate to leave my daughter here but I know she's in good hands and like I said I still got a lot of planning and fixing up to do...
Plus struggling with this new album.
I still have these two albums I  have to release at the end of the month so I got to keep my head in the game because I can't slip up I need those two albums to sell so I can clean off this dirty moneyy!!!

 I still have these two albums I  have to release at the end of the month so I got to keep my head in the game because I can't slip up I need those two albums to sell so I can clean off this dirty moneyy!!!

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          Ring ring ring ring

I hear my phone going off,  but I don't feel like answering it!!

Ring ring ring ring  "ugh"

"hello who is this"

The voice of silence phone: one daughter down one t o go!!

All you here's the dial tone
Like wtf
I'm still really trying to figure out who the f*** playing on my god damn phone!! Have to remind myself too tell bronzo  he has too pick me up a new phone...

what's up Marley??!!
what's going on with the shipment !!?? is it good is it running on the street what's the views !!
We getting on it would you be able to push it too new York or down there run in Florida even over there in philly.
Just let me know  how we looking..
And how much  we ooking at ??
Make sure you get back to me on where you trying to...
Too out it out there at...

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