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Felans p.o.v
" don't tell me to calm down , why don't you calm down and stop cutting yourself , its pathetic " I screamed at him



SLAP


Felans p.o.v

I woke lying in a strange room id not seen before , I knew I was still at school because I recognised most of the teachers and also across from me sat cry but he had tears streaming down his face as he clutched his sides . I then realised that he wasn't wearing his bazer and his arms were covered in bandages , he was talking to one of the teachers " and now ryan how long have you been doing this for " the woman asked , cry shook his head and mumbled that he didn't know " and why did you start doing this ?" She said , he replied the same " c-cry " I said sitting up , his head whipped round to me and he immediately grabbed his blazer to cover his arms " what happened " I asked still very confused , more tears left his eyes " I-i hit you , I d-didnt mean t-to hit y-you hard but i-i did and then you hit y-your head o-on the table a-and blacked o-out " he said shaking trying to control his tears " cry please don't cry " I said reaching out and wiping a tear from his eye . He then stared me directly " what have I done to myself " he whispered " I've ruined my already broken body " he said clutching his wrists " cry you've not ruined anything just damaged it and your body is beautiful , perfect even " I said with a warm smile .he just hung his head " m-my arms hurt " he said fiddling with a loose part on the bandages before taking a deep breath and pulling them of . His entire arm was covered in slits some deeper thay others , some scared and some fresh " felan " he said looking up at my with teary eyes " why did you say those things about me ?" He said tears again starting to fall " I-i was angry I couldn't control myself " I said feeling ashamed remembering what I said to him " do you really think im pathetic ?" He asked stroking the wounds on his arms " cry no of course I don't , your the most amazing person I know I just lashed out is all " I said , he still hung his head which made me start to cry . I lifted his chin with my finger forcing him to look at me before I brushed his lips againt mine " your the most beautiful person I know , we all have battle scars " I whispered into his ear .

Buachs p.o.v

Great . Fucking great . Now not only does Emily know about what happened the entire Fucking class does to . And now because felan can't keep his fucking big arce mouth shut everyone knows about cry . I was walking home on my own when I saw Emily futher down the road but when I turned away for a second and looked back she was gone , I ran down the road a bit and saw her duck under a broken fence . What the fuck was she doing.  I followed her to a door which she opened and then closed before I could see what was behind it . I could tell she had made the door as it was camouflaged and hidden do to the naked eye it just looked like a wall of moss . I opened the door slightly to see a load of trees . The door led to a secret forest . I walked in and saw her hide before she realised it was me and stood up " buach ?! What are you doing here " she asked looking shocked " BUACH PAY ATTENTION " the teacher screamed at me " s-sorry sir , yes sir " I said coming to the realisation that my mind was just wondering .

At break .

I was sat on a table with everyone apart from cry and felan who had gone missing " hey guys wheres the guys ?" I asked " I dunno wanna go look for them ?" Jake asked " yeh sure " I said not wanting to stay at the table for a second longer as I was terrified that the conversation of what had happened in form would come up .

Time skip

" dude we've checked everywhere , twice " jake said " well there's one place we haven't checked " I said remembering something Emily had told me " where ?" Jake asked " Emily said theres a place up near history couples go and make out so I should steer clear of there " I said rubbing my neck awkwardly " but I don't see why they would have gone there " I said " well it seems like something those horny bastards would do " jake said looking in the direction of history " what do you mean ?" I asked " well they're always wanting to be on , in and around each other if you know what I mean " he said turning back to me " no " I said still very confused " wait buach did you not know they fucked " he said very surprised " WAIT WHAT !?" I screamed why the fuck am I only hearing about this now " and when did this happen ?" " a couple weeks back , why do you think felan was limping I mean cry must have gone pretty har..."" okay I don't need a mental image " I said stopping him " yeh sorry , should we go check up there ?" Jake asked laughing a bit " um sure but im covering my eyes " I said knowing that if they're up there they won't be the only ones .
We walked up the stairs and past a few people snogging on the walls , I recognised millie and also jack the guy that was beating up cry " millie umm have you seen cry and felan ?" I asked , she didn't stop what she was doing but she pointed down the hall " kay thanks " I said . We walked down and I almost threw up. cry was pinning felan up against the wall and it looked like he had his tongue down his throat . Felans hair was messy and he had one hand up crys shirt the other was pulling at his hair . Lets just say they didn't realise we were there " umm felan " I said  they stopped and looked at me with red faces " h-hay b" he said removing his hand from crys shirt it was at this point I saw crys arms

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And as always peace out and





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