Young and In Love (Jeff Hardy x reader)

Chapter 24: Depressed Without You

Ashley's POV

I decided to text Matt.

Me: Hey Matt.

Brother❤: Hey sis.

Me: I have a big problem.

Brother❤: Oh no. What did you do?

Me: I'll explain it right now but can I stay there for a little?

Brother❤: Of course sis!

Me: Thank you so much!

Brother❤: My room number is 347 just so you know.

Me: Ok.

I went over and knocked. He answered. I gave him a hug. He smiled and hugged back. I went to his bed and laid down. I just let out a big sigh.

"What happened? You look like you were just crying." He asked.

"Yea. I was. Just so you know I am super stupid." I said.

"I noticed." He chuckled.

"Excuse me?" I scoffed.

"I'm sorry! But your my stupid sis! And I'm your stupid bro." He hugged me.

"So Renee Young, the interview girl, was dating Dean. And she kissed Jeff. Jeff didn't pull away. I got a picture." I showed him on my phone. "And Dean convinced me to do 'stuff' if you know what I mean. Then I lied and said I was with Saraya to Jeff and he called Saraya and you know what happened. She denied it and whatever. Then uh he called me a slut. It really hurt. I've been called names so many times. That gets to me. And now I'm single. But it didn't mean anything."

"Do you love Dean?" He asked.

"Well I don't know. I mean I can't because he will cheat. But I love him. I'm in love with Jeff." I explained.

 "Ok then you have to convince him that you will not give up to be with him." He said. I nodded.

 "Your right." I said.

 "So next RAW, explain to him everything. That you didn't mean it and how you are in love with him and not Dean." He suggested. I nodded. He said he had to go with Saraya or something. He left. When he left I went into my washroom. I looked myself in the mirror. 

"I'm so fat." I told myself. "No wonder why he let Renee kiss him. I'm not worthy enough for him. I'm gross. I'm so young too. Renee is his age. I'm not. No wonder why he likes her. She is probably better for him anyways." I started to cry. Eventually I was in my bath and just crying. I heard Matt come into the hotel room. I can't let him see me crying. My back was towards the door so he couldn't see anything. 

"Ashley?" He asked walking into the room. I didn't answer. He kept calling my name. He opened the door.

"Ashley? What's wrong?" He asked. I covered myself and turned to face him.

"I miss Jeff." I said. I had so much mascara running down my face. He sighed. Also it's been about 1 week since I have eaten a full meal. Least thing I ate was two days ago which was a little snack.

"I can see your ribs." He came closer.

"I know." I said.

"That's not good." He told me. 

"I know." I had a tear stream down my cheek. He helped me out of the water. Which wasn't weird because of how long we've known each other. He grabbed a towel and wrapped me in it. He grabbed a tissue and wiped away the mascara and tears.

"You know, one day it will all be resolved." He told me. I nodded. He gave me some clothes to put on. I did. Her kissed my head. (In a sibling way). 

"Now go to sleep." I walked away and went to the bed. I laid down and got comfy. I fell asleep easily.