When my dad left me at the orphanage I felt lonely, sad , dark it was like someone ripped my heart out and never gave it back. My mom died and my dad left me, every time I'd say that in my head I would ask myself why am I here? Why haven't I killed myself yet? All these suicidal thoughts came and went out of my head, but this one little voice would say it'll get better it'll get better. But it didn't, other kids in the orphanage would tease me with this jingle - Your daddy left you here your mommy isn't here to save u... to save u. This jingle was so hurtful I almost I wanted to die. So I held my breath for 2 minutes, after that I needed some oxygen in my lungs, my face turned red and I felt light headed..... I passed out. One of the woman from the orphanage took me to the hospital. The doctors said I was fine but I had to see a therapist. This woman that was beside me looked so familiar, oh she was that beautiful woman who was talking to my dad before he left me. Suddenly I didn't want to look at her anymore because she reminded me of my dad. After what I did at the orphanage the kids couldn't sing that jingle anymore or else they would get a beaten.
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Conflict To Love { A Ray Ray and Princeton Story} (COMPLETED)
RomanceMy Life... So Far I was only 5 when my mom died. I sometimes have flash backs about it , I can here my dad saying GO TO YOUR ROOM ROSALINE GO TO YOUR ROOM!! My mom was diagnosed with cancer , she had no more air in her in hailer so she had an attac...
