I love(d) you || J•J•K {complete}

6

If I want you of course I'm going to be selfish and jealous if others talk to you
~
You sigh as you get changed into black jeans, a white tank top, blue flannel shirt with black runners.

You grab all the stuff you need today, you were dreading the catching up you needed to do in class but you knew it would be the best distraction from Taehyung.

You grab your car keys and go out to your car. You could've walked but after running last night you were far to tired.

~

You enter the college grounds. Everyone was looking, nothing new. You clutch your bag and trod to Physics.

The bright side about Physics was that you sit at the back beside the window, the bad side was that Taehyung is in your class.

You were early entering the class. Miss Gaina was already there about to write notes. You bow to her.

"(Y/N)! You're back! Splendid! I will send you your notes by email later today." Miss Gaina informs cheerfully, you smile and nod your head.

You take your place and look out the window waiting for class to start.

~

Half way through class a piece of paper was thrown at the side of your head. You pick it up without taking your eyes off Miss Gaina.

You unfold the paper and read it carefully.

'(Y/N),
Meet me after school at the oak tree
-Taehyung'

You but the note away. Sighing sadly you were imagining what will happen with Taehyung.

Taehyung was continuously glancing at you. He was worried that you would get depressed again and go back to your old habits.

Ever since Taehyung and you started dating your life was better. You weren't depressed anymore, you ate all your food and stopped self harming yourself.

But since you and Taehyung broke up you've stopped eating full meals, you didn't self harm even though you thought about it. Yes, you were depressed but it wasn't Taehyungs fault. It was the past. A past that you want to forget.

~

You were waiting for Taehyung. Your heart was racing. You had goosebumps. You wanted to run but you felt as if you were glued to the ground.

"Thank god you came." Taehyung says from behind you. You spin around and face him. He was smiling his boxy smile, but it looked sad and worried not happy.

"What is it Kim Taehyung?" You say sadly while looking at your feet.

"I know we aren't together anymore but I still care about you.."

You smile. Taehyung gives you and confused look.

You continue smiling and say "have you ever been so close to crying but you smile anyways?"

You turn around and run away before he can say anything more.

You shakily turn on your car engine and drive home crying.