The Stars Of Life

CHAPTER 7

If Only

I miss having a girl to call at night,
and tell her sweet dreams good night.

I miss having a girl that was my first call,
because she used to get me up when I fall.

I just can't lie to any soul,
and tell her it's you that I adore.

I won't be able to sleep at night if I lie,
I've to clear my sins before I die,

and lying is a huge sin,
yeah you'll win,

but you'll win fake love,
and that's not something to be proud of.

True love happens in a blink of an eye,
and when people ask about how you loved her, you'll say it just happened I don't know how and I don't know why.

You love her till death do you apart,
true love is not controlled by a mind but by a real heart.

I know I'm weak,
I know all I do is speak,

but I can't find the one who will gain my real love,
yeah I liked some but that's not enough,

I want a girl that will tell me are you okay just because she cares,
a girl that will grow old with me till we help each other to get up the stairs.

I just want to advice you, if you love someone be with them, and fight for your love, do whatever you've to do, and always keep them close to you.
-~<If only I could bring you back>~-

There Comes A Day

You know there comes a day when you meet someone to make you smile again,
there comes a day when someone appears to relieve your pain.

There comes a day when someone gives you hope for a better tomorrow,
and to make you forget your sorrow.

That day has come to me,
and I don't want to hurry things up I'll just wait and see.

It started with a hi,
and I didn't want to say bye,

but I did because I had to go,
but when she asked me will you go forever I said hell no.

She's so beautiful and her beauty is in her soul,
I can't wait till you'll be mine but that's an early call.

So I'm fine with it I can wait,
because I've a sense that you're my fate,

because we laughed so much in our first day,
and I'm sure we'll be able to laugh forever in any kinda way.

I believe in fate and I guess it's here,
I guess you'll be my dear,
I guess I'll also be your dear,

because I think you liked me too,
but I expect a lot that's why I'm a fool.

The good thing is that we didn't talk about our past,
I just hope in any kinda way this will last.

Then at the end you said I hope we'll meet again,
I said me too and suddenly it started to rain,

this is a good start I know,
I just hope you will never go,

like how they did,
they treated me like a little kid.

I can't wait for the next time we meet,
I hope we'll go out and have some delicious food to eat.

I know I shouldn't hurry things up,
but to be honest with you I think you'll be on the top.

I Feel Lost

Hey, are you okay?
A lot of questions that I want to say,
but I'm sure you'll go away,
I don't know should I let go or should I stay?
You kept on saying I shouldn't concentrate on things like this, but how can I be silent when I'm seeing my close friend is going away.

I loved you and you told me to let go,
I kept on saying no,

but you said you either accept or leave, then I stopped loving you,
I said I don't mind best friends will do,
you're the only girl on this planet that I feel comfortable with,
but I didn't know that it will come down to this.

What did I do?
Is it my fault? Or am I just a colleague friend? What am I to you?

Give me the answer, it's better than imagining things that are fake, things that won't happen at all, did you know that I still like you,

but you rejecting is your choice and I don't want to force you!!

If I'm your friend,
act like it,
if I'm not, then tell me, it's better than having an imaginary life,
you treating me this way is like stabbing me with a knife.

I think I was right, I guess I'm just a guy who you study with, I guess I'm just a colleague, don't tell me that you're stressed about the results,
who's not? I'm also stressed, but us being together during this time will help us survive, well you don't want to,
I guess I'll say thank you!!
I think I know the real you,
if you're not like this then prove me wrong,
and just to let you know stress is not a reason!!
Just sit alone and think of what you're doing, think of this past three weeks, if someone saw our previous messages he or she won't believe that we were so close together, they won't believe that I used to talk to you everyday,
even though we used to see each other everyday,
we studied together like every second but I guess it's not worth it!!
I'm just shocked,
and I really can't believe what's happening, that's why I feel lost.