Moment For Life

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               KAYLA

Today I woke up sick to my stomach.I threw up all morning.I guess I need to stop stressing before my baby end up dead and I start blaming everybody but me.I grew to actually love my baby.At first I wasn't sure if I wanted it because my career was just starting.I told Kobe how I felt and he said I was being a selfish bitch and that's why I kicked him out of the house and that was two weeks ago and he's been calling ever since saying he's sorry and sometimes saying he's tired of me acting like this but whatever.I think I'm done with him forreal this time.I think I'm going to tell him later that I just want him to be there for his kid because I know he's not ready for a relationship because he would act like it.He would show it but he's not.Ring! Ring!
Me:Hello Mama:can you come somewhere with me around 2 Me:Yea I can do that Mama:Alright be there in 2 hours Me:okay bye love u Mama:Luv u 2. END OF PHONE CONVERSATION

I started cooking breakfast even though its 11:15 my mama likes to be early for everything.Not the usual black person who is always late.I finished cooking and I ate my pancakes,eggs,and Bacon. I washed the dishes and wobbled up the stairs and into my bathroom so I could bathe.I bathed and attempted to go to my bedroom when I heard the doorbell ring.I went back downstairs in only my robe I had panties under it though.I opened the door after peeping out the peep hole.It was Kobe so I let him in."Kayla I'm sorry will you please take me back baby please"He pleaded."Kobe I don't think I can do this anymore if you be here for your child then I'm happy"I said half lying I want to be alone but I don't think he's ready."Why not when you first came to California you wanted me why not now......You got another nigga or something"He said angry."No I don't but I don't think your ready"I said truthfully."I am ready what do you mean"He said confused now."Your not ready for a relationship"I said."Kayla I don't have time for this are you going to take me back"He said through clenched teeth."Well then why are you here I don't need you here for your kid but I want you here your not ready for a relationship because you can't give me your phone you don't want me to get an abortion but your not ready for a child but I accepted it and decided to keep my baby so you just get out my face"I yelled.I turned to walk away but he grabbed my hand. I pointed to the door "The door's that way"I said.He looked at me and dropped my hand and walked out the door and I went upstairs and finished doing what I got to do.I put on my maternity pants with a pretty dark brown ruffled blouse that stretched around my stomach.It looked good too.I did my hair all nice in curls.It was cute.I grabbed my Gucci purse and my car keys.I drove to my mama's house she have in California.My mama don't really want to stay here in Cali but oh well.She staying here until I give birth.I pulled into her driveway and got out the car.My came out with two carseats.Trey and kayden are big now so they get to face forward.Instead of to the back my babies are growing us so fast.(I changed kylan's name to kayden just bare with me)

Tre's fat self was sleep with his pacifier in his mouth.Kayden was woke with his pacifier in his mouth he was looking around being nosy as usual my baby brothers are so cute but soon there going to need a haircut.I love them so much.My mama came out with some black skinny jeans,a white versace shirt with the Medusa head on it and she had some Michael kors sandals.She looked like she was trying to impress somebody or something."Hi,La la"My mom said saying my childhood nickname."Hey, mami you look good who you trying to impress"I asked jokingly."I ain't trying to impress nobody...... but If I see a good looking man then I guess I'ma impress on a date , Im getting old I need a man"She Joked because she knows damn well she not about to get another man after the countless bad ones.No she will not no sir.We joked all the way to our destination.The house wasn't big it was in Compton so of course it wasn't a big house. My mom got out the car and picked up kayden who was on her side of the car and I got out the passenger side and picked up a sleeping Tre.My mom was was a little eager to get to the door.My mom got to the door and knocked on it.We waited and then the door was opened by an older looking man.He kept staring between me,my mom,and the boys.He was creeping me out then he pulled us into a hug."Tonya I know its you,you look just like your mother"He said."And who is this young lady and handsome young men"He said enthusiastically. "This is my daughter Kayla,my sons Tre and kayden"My mom spoke."Nice to meet you all, I'm your grandfather.... My names Michael you can just call me paw paw or grandad"He rejoiced.I was happy to have a grandad.I never had one even though I dreamt of it to be able to ask for money for Popsicles at the icecream truck to be able to spend the night at there house and have fun.I dreamt of so many things that I couldn't have like my Daddy back.It's weird because its like I seen him at my graduation but I just shrugged it off.My grandad had took Tre away from me and he smiled at my stomach.'Your pregnant Kayla"My grandad asked happily."Yes sir"I spoke."How many months"He asked."I'll be five tomorrow "I stated back.He just nodded while smiling.He was playing with tre while he lead us into his house.He lead us to the living room where there was a lot of people in there.There was people in the kitchen cooking."Everybody can I have yall's attention......Thank-you uhmm this is me and Janet's daughter Tonya her daughter Kayla and her sons Tre and kayden this is why we called you all to welcome them into the family and to get to know them"He stated.Everybody just nodded, some cried,and some looked jealous for some reason.Oh yeah I am an upcoming artist/song writer. Grandad showed us to the kitchen and showed us the food.We fixed our plates and we finished eating and I was full and ready to sleep.An older lady came up to us and hugged us she was my grandma Janet.She rubbed my stomach and kissed Tre and Kayden and gave them a cookie while me and mama went into the living room and sat on the couch.Then Janet came out and sat on the couch at the far end.It was like a sectional Rowe couches with like 7 cushions and they had a love seat to match.And they had a stool and chairs so everybody can have seats."Okay so we called everybody so you all can get to know about Tonya and her kids"My grandad said."First off I would like to tell y'all that Tonya was kidnapped by Janet's bestfriend Paula.She couldn't have kids and all the men she did have cheated on her.She didn't have family that loved her they didn't care so she was jealous she broke me and Janet up because she told Janet we slept together and she was pregnant which was a lie we had just had Tonya and we laid her down for bed and woke up at 3 because she would usually be crying then we walked in there and our baby was gone with no trace of where she went.But we knew Paula did it because she had disappeared. We searched everywhere for you and when we sent that letter to her that's when we stopped looking for you"He spoke now giving his attention towards my mom who had hopped out her seat next to me and ran towards grandad and hugged him tight with tears all down her face.My grandad had whispered something in her ear and she nodded."Hello,I'm Tonya I've been through a lot my whole lot I figured Paula wasn't my mom.I made wrong choices and I needed my birth certificate for a trip I was going on and she told me she lost my birth certificate.I couldn't be a normal person.I was home most of the time but she was a good woman.Uhm,So yeah any questions"My mom asked.One lady nodded her head yes."Where is your children's dad"She Hissed."You wanna know where my children's dads are Kayla's dad has been dead since she's been 13 she's about to be 19 he took care of his.My two youngest dad is sorry and he's not here but I've been doing this by myself for years....And your probably a hoe with like 5 kids and baby daddies are not in there life at all your husband probably only married you because you got pregnant but my ex husband died and we knew each other since the sand box days so you can shut the fuck up with your jealousy"My mom sneered.I'm guessing my aunt she looked at my with shock and embarrassment written all on her face while everybody else looked at me with sympathy. "Draya that was rude"Some man said."Shut up Michael"She said back.It was my turn to go I talked about my dad how sweet he was and about that night when he was stolen from me.I told them how I had nightmares about that and how I cried in my sleep all night. "So what do you do"The Guy I recognized as Michael Jr. questioned."Well uhm I'm a artist/songwriter Kayla my songs are everywhere on the radio like my album Chicago"I stated."Can you sing a song for us"He asked."sure"I said

~Chicago is bad Chicago is baddd That's where my daddy hot killed and his homies was killed.They got caught slipping.And I had to bury him.Everybody talking to me talking about how he got cleaned.Everything out of his bank account and nothing left for me.But that night when he died I swear I couldn't sleep.So I got down on one knee and prayed to Jesus,God rest in peace.And that's why I say Chicago is bad Chicago is bass they took my dad.He laid down and died in my lap.I couldn't cry I wouldn't cry so I just walked out and I felt so alone so afraid so scared my mom lost herself and I lost myself so I say Chicago is badd Chicago killed my dad didn't have space And I lied to they face I cried myself to sleep that day saying Chicago is bad it killed my dad my soldier, Father,and role model he was everything and I felt like nothing so I cried myself to sleep saying Chicago is bad they killed my dad ~

Everybody stood up clapping that song isnt even out but Ive been working on it.

I met my cousins Saga;draya's daughter Dayla;Draya's daughter Craig;Draya's son Cory;Draya's son Corriana;Draya's daughter

Michael 3;Michael's Jr. son Myka ;Michael's son Midnight ;Michael's daughter Mike;Michael's son Major ;Michael's son Majestic ;Michael's daughter Maya;Michael's Daughter

Angelic ;Angel's daughter

Aaron;Angel's son Ashton;Angel's son

Corbin;Casey's son Cortez ;Casey's son Courtney ;Casey's daughter

Karen ;Kay's daughter Kim ;Kay's daughter Kia;Kay's daughter Kj;Kay's son Keon;Kay's son

My grandparents have 4 kids together and 2 is my grandad's that are mixed like me but there white and black I'm rican and black.The two white girls mom only wanted them to get my grandad and he wasn't leaving my grandma so she left there kids with him and Janet raised them like they were hers so they call her mom and vice versa.Some of my cousins have kids of there on so my grandparents are greats and they love it everybody kept asking me was I mixed because my hair,eyes,and my skin color they act like they haven't seen a black person with hazel eyes or long hair or a red bone like dang my mom chilled with them and I went to my grandparents room and slept a cousin of mine who was pregnant and sleepy was up there with me her name was majestic we was knocked out.

Whew! Long ass chapter but hey it explained a lot of stuff

•Tonya gets pissed off

•Grandad I kinda copied the boondocks with that one

•Draya jealous

•Tonya too funny she need a man should I give her one

•Kayla thought she seen her dad at graduation maybe she did

•Sad story or Bah

•Kayla sings about Chicago kinda made this up

I feel a lot of drama ahead it will get nasty is this a moment for life