Harmless // Ashton Irwin

Before - Last Night

a/n - listen to amnesia when you read this! :)

"I don't like it when you get drunk, Ashton."

"I'm not getting drunk, Alexa. I'm just drinking a little bit of vodka. Calm down," he slurred, "Besides, i'm of age now. You can't tell me what to do now can you?" He smirked, and he was getting beyond annoying at that point.

I rolled my eyes at how he was acting now. This is why I hated it when he drank at parties.

"Come on, Lex. Have some fun!" he shouts, dragging out the 'u' in 'fun'. The excesively loud music there wasn't helping at all.

"I'm not drinking any of that disgusting ass vodka like you are, if that's what you're assuming." I snapped at him. I'm was only seventeen anyways, and my parents didn't allow me to drink until i'm eighteen.

"Just a little sipplease" he slurred, as he accidentally combined two words and dragged out the 'e' at the end of 'please'. I roll my eyes at him, but then again, what could go wrong? It was just a little sip, right?

I thought about it for a while, then I finally give in. "Oh fine." He smirked, and then I started to laugh.

He's so cute.

Wait, what am I saying? We're just friends. I mean, yeah i've liked him for a while, but he doesn't like me back, so it doen't matter.

"Alexa? Hello?" Until now I realized that I was staring at the middle of nowhere, thinking to myself, for the past five minutes.

"Oh, um, Ashton!" I awkwardly scratched the back of my head. Why do I always zone out and think about him like that? "What's up?" I tried to play it cool, 'tried'.

"You haven't taken a sip of the vodka yet." he chuckled. He hands me the cup of vodka. I took a sip of it.

"This tastes amazing!" I shouted. It did taste amazing. It tasted amazing and wonderful, a taste I couldn't even describe. I'm looking forward to turning eighteen now.

"I knew you would like it." he smirked.

"Like it? I love it!" I was starting to feel a little weird because of all the vodka I was actually drinking now.

I got another cup, and then another. I hoped I didn't end up doing something stupid because of all this vodka i was drinking.

/ one hour later /

"We should go to a quieter place!" He screamed.

"Where?" I screamed back.

"Come on!" he shouted.

He grabbed me by the wrist and we passed through all the people that were there. There's a lot of stairs here, I thought to myself.

All of a sudden, as we're going up the stairs, he stopped. He grabbed both my wrists, then pinned me against the wall.

"You know, i've liked you for a while now," he started to say. I was completely shocked. Ashton, liking, me? It just didn't seem real. "And i've been wanting to do this for a while."

His lips crashed into mine. Both of our lips were moving in synch with each other. Soon enough, his tongue slid across the bottom of my lip, asking for entrance. I automatically opened my mouth, and both our tongues swirled around with each other, dancing.

He tasted like vodka. That's a thing I probably won't ever forget. I probably tasted like vodka, too, though.

I pulled apart after a while for air. I smiled at him, and he smiled back. I intertwined fingers with him and he took us running up the stairs.

We went into his room, and we sat on his bed. For a while, I stared at him, and took in all his beautiful features, while he was talking to me.

"Alexa? Hello? Are you there?" he asked. Once again, I was zoned out, thinking about him.

"Oh! Hey Ash." That whole 'try to act cool' thing wasn't really working out for me.

"What were you just staring at?" he smirked.

Goddamn, that boy with smirking.

"Oh, nothing" I started to blush, furiously.

His lips crashed into mine, again, still with a slight taste of vodka. Little did I know how heated up that was going to get.

His tongue immediately sliped into my mouth. I made a little noise in the back of my mouth.

Our tongues were still dancing together, then he started to grab my boob. I made another little sound again.

He smirked.

We were back to normally kissing now, without tongue.

His hand started to go up my shirt. I got a little tense, and had goosebumps at first, but then I calmed down, since this was Ashton, and he was harmless.

He tugged at my bra, but I tugged at his shirt, just to be even.

We stopped for a while to get in bed. I took off my shirt and he did the same.

I was in awe. His body looked amazing. I touched his muscles with such amazement.

I looked up, and he crashed his lips into mine. After a couple of minutes, he took off my bra.

He was touching and grabbing my boobs. I felt a little uneasy, since this was my first time, but I still kept in mind that this was Ashton, and he was harmless.

Soon enough, both of our pants were off.

He wanted to take things fast, and since this was my first time, I went along with it.

One finger slipped in, and I moaned a little.

Two fingers. I screamed a bit.

He kept it to that at the time. Our lips parted from each other. "How was that for a first time?" he smirked.

"How did you know that was my first time?" I asked, a little taken back tht he knew this type of stuff.

He just smirked, and we went back to what we were doing, just minus the kissing.

Three of his finger went into me and I shrieked.

"Shhh, it's gonna be okay." he said.

With that, his fingers came out of me. I was still thinking of the sensation of it. But it still didn't feel real, like it was just because he was drunk. Although, both of us were sober at the time.

"Alexa," he said,"I love you, so so much." He looked down at himself, then at me. "C-Can I?" he asks.

I had to think about it for a little, but after a while, I made my decision.

"Y-Yes, you can." I choked out.

/ a while after /

"That.. that was amazing." I breathed out.

"Yeah.. it was." he said.

We were both tired by then. I yawned.

"Go to sleep," he said,"I'll be right here when you wake up."

I layed my head on his chest, and he wrapped his arm around my waist.

"Sleep well darling. I love you" he whispered, then, I fell asleep.

sorry this was so short & terrible omfh but i hav plans 4 diz story so enjoy!! :-)