I feel like shit... I'm not trying to use an excuse or anything about not updating. But I seriously feel like not ok rn and I'm trying. I'm trying to get myself in a good mood to be able to write cuz I miss it but it's taking a lot from me just to get in the mood to wake up anymore. I get it if someone is actually waiting for an update (which no one is...) and are mad at me. You have all the right to be just like I have all the right to say what I want to. So here it is I feel like shit and I took some time off, A LOT OF TIME. But it's ok I'll be hopefully ok one day and I promise that update I keep saying will happen will. THANKS FOR ALL THE READS ITS CRAZY TO THINK MY DUNBSELF WROTE THAT AND A LOT OF PEOPLE READ IT. I appreciate everyone one of you so much. LUV YALL -Alyssa :)
