Today. Today was the day my worries came to an end, The day no one would tease me anymore. The day it ends. I walk up to my room and cherish the only good memories I had. I then walk in the bathroom open the drawer slowly took out the blade and slit it across my thigh. "One for being fat" "One for being stupid" "3 for being ugly" "and 4 more for being worthless" I put the razor down and slowly grab the rope. I put the rope on the ceiling and began to put my head in the loop.
"Bye everyone" I say lightly. As I began to kick the chair so I'd hang I hear the house door swing open.
"Alex? Alex?" I hear someone yell I try to kick the chair as fast as I can
"Alex, are you okay in there. I'm comi-" Soon the bathroom gets knocked down and their he stood. My best friend. He looked at me with a scared and worried tone.
"I'm sorry Matt I-" I started saying as I got cut off
"Alex, Why?" He asked with his eyes getting watery
"Matt don't you understand, nobody likes me. I get teased everyday. I get beat everyday. I told the teachers and they don't do anything! I can't handle it anymore. I only have you and taylor. And you've been hanging around with Amanda. Taylor with Dillon and I've been here alone with no one."
"Alex you could've told me. I would prefer you over Amanda any day" he says hugging me tight."here let's get you cleaned up".
I began to take off my clothes I honestly don't care if Matthew sees he is my best friend. I get in the bath and automatically see the water get pink. My legs start to burn from the hot water. I began to cool the water down. As I finished taking my bath matt picks me out some Sweats and a sweater.
He lays on my bed. "Alex come here, come cuddle"
I get on the bed. I curl up in his chest. He starts playing with my hair. "Promise you won't ever leave me"
I nodded "I promise" I feel him pulling down my sweats. He isn't doing what I think he's doing?!
I feel kisses slowly surround my cuts. He then pulls up my sweats and rolls up my sleeves kissing my scars there too. "You're one of the best things that's ever happened to me" he smiles and kissed my forehead
"Alex I'm home" I hear my mom say. Me and Matt look at Eachother.
"Don't worry, you're secret is safe with me" he says pinky promising me
"You're a dork Espinosa" I say blushing. He begins fake crying. *He's so cute*
"Thank you" he says
Shit. Was I thinking out loud. "Let's go downstairs" I say quickly.
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"Sweety it's 90 degrees out why are you in sweats. Me and Matt glance at Eachother.
"She's feeling sick and she got cold. She had a fever but she's okay now" Matt says pretty fast. He turns and winks at me "I got you" he mouthed m
