Koeun POV:
"Yes Lami I'm okay I just needed to help my mom for today" I said to Lami on the phone
"Okay but are you going to make it to Hina's sleepover tomorrow night" She asked
"Yeah no doubt we've been planning this for a while I wouldn't miss it for the world" I said
"Okay well now that I know your okay I'll leave you alone now" She said
We both then said bye to each other and I hung up the phone.
God it's not easy lying to her when she worries about me.
Yeah I lied to her about the reason I didn't go to school but I really can't tell anybody about this.....about that dream. The real reason I didn't go to school is because I got no sleep last night and I was so exhausted, and every time I tried to fall asleep that same dream kept coming back not wanting to leave me alone. So I told my mom I was sick and luckily she believed me because I put lamp light towards my head so it can heat it up and it could look like I running near a fever.
"Ugh I'm so damn tired!" I said to myself
Luckily I looked on the internet on how to conquer this dream and for it to go away and it's just to embrace the dream and basically it will go away.
So next time I fall asleep I'm going to have to just follow his lead or even better beat him to the punch so it can go away faster, yeah I'll do that.
"God but it's still so fucking embarrassing even if it's just a dream" I then made my pillow cover my face from embarrassment.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
Someone's knocking on the door must be my mom trying to make me eat more soup.
"Come in!" I said now removing
The door then open but to my surprise it wasn't my mom......but Mark!!
"Hey Koeun" he said
Did I fall asleep am I dreaming oh shit what do I what do I do I'm not prepared I'm not prepared!!!!!!
"Hey" I said uneasy
"Are you doing okay" he said now sitting on my bead
I nodded my head and got really nervous seeing he might be making a move
What do I what do I do I don't know how to flirt and stuff how does Jaemin make this look so easy.
"Good I was worried you might be sick but I'm glad your fine" he said
I nodded not knowing what to say I know I needed to make a move but I don't know how.
Wait it's a dream I can just do whatever I want, my action won't reflect to anything I do in reality.
"Well the how come you didn't come to school" I asked
"Ugh I was just really tired or whatever you know and I needed a break" I said "But Mark can you do me a favor and open my window a little" I asked
He then looked at me weird but did what he was told and went to my window
Here's my chance!
I then got out of my bed and over to Mark who had his back towards me and I slowly wrapped my arms around him giving him a back hug.
God this is embarrassing
"Koeun what are you doing!?" He said as I felt him tense up
Just do exactly what he did.
"What's wrong Mark your not liking me holding you?" I said in a very cringe worthy voice
Kill me......
"Ugh I-I-I don't know but w-why so sudden?" He said nervously
"Because I like being close to your Mark" I said now feeling sick by my words
Mark then tried to loosen grip by moving around but I just tightened my grip
"Koeun please let go this is weird" Mark said
I didn't listen but kept holding him
"Koeun I'm serious let go" He said but more assertive
I just kept ignoring him
"Koeun let go!" He said
"Nope" I said "are you going to do something about it?" I added in that flirty voice again
That's when he grabbed my arms and forcefully took his arms from around his waist and then he turned around now he was facing me and then pinned me against the wall while holding both of my wrist
Oh shit....
"Koeun why are you doing this" he said now concerned
I tried to get out his grip but I couldn't no matter what I did
I guess he's gotten stronger
"Just let me go!" I said trying to break me
"Not until you tell me!" He said more annoyed
Fucking god damn it!!!
"Because I'm sick of this stupid dream Mark and I want it to go away!" I admitted
He then looked at me weirdly and released me
"Koeun what are you talking about this is not a dream" Mark said
Excuse me.......what?
"I-I-I no it is I know it is!" I said not wanting to accept this
He then went up to me and pinched my shoulder.
"Ow Mark what the fuck!" I said now rubbing my shoulder
"See its a dream" he said "If you pinch yourself in your dream you'll usually wake up and look and behold your still here" he added educating me
"So this is.....real?" I said feeling my face burn like the sun
He then nodded
So I just hugged Mark in reality and acted like a fucking flirty idiot right in front of him trying to seduce him in someway
That's when my brain snapped and I immediately tackled Mark to the floor then grabbed his arm up in the air while stepping on his back putting him in extreme pain to his arm
"DON'T YOU FUCKING TELL ANYBODY ABOUT WHAT JUST HAPPENED YOU UNDERSTAND AND DON'T YOU DARE BRING THIS UP BECAUSE IT NEVER HAPPENED YOU GOT IT" I Yelled at him while applying more pressure to his arm
"I WON'T PLEASE KOEUN LET GOOOO THIS HURT SO MUCH" He begged in pain now tapping the floor with his free arm
I then held the hold in for a couple of more seconds and decide to let him go.
He then got up and and grabbed his left arm in pain
"Now Mark we never bring this up and don't tell anyone understand?" I said making sure he was aware I was not kidding
"Yeah I won't it never happened" he said
"Alright now go home and I'll see you tomorrow at Hina's sleepover okay" I said
He then nodded and went home and I can tell he was still weirded out about what happened.
I then closed the door and locked at and fell onto my bed
I can't believe I did that I looked like a fucking fool ughhhhhhh
I then punched my pillow in frustration.
Why is this happening to me?
____________________________________
CHAPTER 6 Done
YOU ARE READING
Growing up (SR18G X NCT DREAM)
Fanfiction"You know Mark were graduating in 8 months and you still act like a child" ~Koeun "Well maybe someday I'll grow up and lose all my youth like you" ~Mark
