It's not easy to fall in love with someone who can't love you back. This is my first, nasanay akong yung mga taong gusto ko ay nagugustuhan rin ako.
Minsan na akong sumuko pero di ko pala kayang mawala sya kaya naghabol ako and fortunately he's back in my life.
LDR is not really easy. I can't see him, I can't touch him, I can't kiss him, I can't assure that he is only mine. Marami nang luha ang lumabas sa aking mga mata, maraming masasakit at mapapait na pangyayari ang dumaan. Hindi ako sanay, it's my first time to love someone seriously to think that I didn't even see him personally.
At first I thought it was perfect that I can't ask for more but my world turned upside down when finally I got to know him better.
He's a self centered man, selfish bratt, a smart boy and a big time liar but despite of all the things, I still love him more than before.
The feeling was a stranger, I can't get over easily. I'm sensitive and vulnerable when it comes to him. He can make me the happiest girl in the world and he can also make me the miserable one.
I can't believe that I can sacrifice things for him just to make him happy just to make him stay with me. I begged and cried bucket of tears.
I don't know if he loves me or he just felt pity on me but either way I'm contented because he stayed with me. Sounds pathetic and it seems like I'm the one who is selfish. But if he really wants to go he can leave me anytime and I can do nothing about it.
BINABASA MO ANG
Long Distance Relationship
Non-FictionIt was all about my first big heartbreak with someone whom I really don't know. Memories were still there. I know he was a lie but still I believe that he is real. -JSRG
