The greatest mistake i've committed in this relationship was that, I believed in him even though i already knew that he was a lie.
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We met through online. He was sweet, charming and smart. I fell in love with him the moment i heard his voice. Sounds unreal but it's true.
At first i find myself corny, OA, hopeless romantic... Lahat na, but i can't blame myself because that was the time when i wanted to forget someone and lucky me, there he was ready to get along with me.
I didn't see him personally, only in pictures the he uploaded in his account.
Two months relationship with him was like a roller coaster ride.
I didn't know how did it happened but i found myself crying because of jealousy.
I found out that he has a beautiful ex-girlfriend and that made me insecure with myself.
Nakakabw*sit lang din dahil pag open mo nang acct nya nakabalandara ang pagmumukha ng ex nyang kasing mukha ng daga na tumatakbo takbo sa ilalim ng higaan ko. I asked him to delete those f*ckin pictures pero di nya ginawa. Obvious na mahal nya pa yon at di pa makapag move on.
Hinayaan ko na lang muna pero humanda sya pag nakuha ko na ang password nya talagang burado pati pagmumukha nya.
Anyway!!
He told me na wala na syang lOve sa ex nya (sarcasm here). Kaya pala di nya ma bura pics ng ex nya pang remebrance daw. (BWE*SIT SYA )
Let's start with the basics.
He told me he is studying at la salle ( di ko alam kung saan). He was 15 that time and i was 16 (so naive). He has a sister (forgot the name and forget about it she doesn't exist anyway).
Lahat about sa kanya seems so true nang kinikwento nya sa akin iyon. He was so sweet and so smart. I even introduced him to my sister and my mom. Imagine that?? Anyway, he helped my sister in her math assignments and i was so amazed how fast he can solved it. Plus the fact that he was using english language in explaining (nanosebleed ako that time). So my heart goes badump badump again thinking that he was really my prince. Almost perfect, kaya nabulag ako sa lahat ng mga bagay na nakaharang sa harap ko para ipamukha sa akin na hindi sya totoo. (Sino gusto makita ang ex nya? Bigay ko acct sa fb).
Ano pa ba gusto nyong malaman?
Ah, paano kami nag break?
Well, i got my revenge, kwento ko next time.
BINABASA MO ANG
Long Distance Relationship
Non-FictionIt was all about my first big heartbreak with someone whom I really don't know. Memories were still there. I know he was a lie but still I believe that he is real. -JSRG