California Secrets {Kian Lawley}

(a new chapter) - connor franta

so guys I'm going to start of by saying hello and that I am going to be giving you my opinion on Connors decision about O2l.

so just I case you didn't know (and if you don't where the fuck have you been) Connor made his last video on Monday I think and he told us he has been very unhappy for round about 6 months.

and I really did not expect that. I mean I don't think anyone did tbh, I mean Connors right he comes off as such a happy and positive person when as he has told us he clearly isn't. and that makes me emotional

Connor has been my favourite since the very first week of O2l and I remover it very very well.

I said "Connor is my favourite, he's very cute" and then dedicated my life to him (not really but you know) and he came off so happy and I just loved the vibe he gave me

I'm sort of moving on to why I like him and not my main subject but I'll continue

and he made me laugh and sometimes cry with laughter and happiness and he's positive and always nice and sweet

but I don't know that in real life

he could really be awkward, he could have anxiety, depression, or anything and how would I know?

I wouldn't because I only see 10-15 minutes of his week/day

so we don't know what's happening.

and I'm not really sure where the hell I'm going with this but I'm yeah.

I don't know about you guys but I think Connors decision is a great one. it's his life so it's obviously his choose but I commented this on his photo on Instagram

"Connor I will never know how you are feeling. it's normal for me not to know how you feel, even though your decision makes me feel emotional and sad it's not my place to decide. it's yours and I'm truly very proud to see you do that tbh I didn't think it would be you to go first yet here we are. but that's not the point, I just wanted to let you know your decision is correct even if you decided to stay for 2 years or 20 years in o2l. because whatever makes you happy makes me even happier❤️"

so yeah.

okay guys even though Connors not in o2l anymore I'm still going to make him in it. if any of you feel I'm making a bad choice please tell me!

okay sorry I haven't have you a new chapter lol😊

goodbye ily

-Milli x🌻