June 10th 2018

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Today, I bake some cookies.
I have always wanted to give the cookies to him.
But then, something passed through my mind...
"Will he accept someone like me?"

I stopped
My world stopped
My heartbeat racing fast
My mind was hazy
My eyes were getting teary

I collapsed as those feelings burst into my mind.
It makes my chest felt hurt much.

"I know who I am.."

"I am the girl who always burden people.."

"I am the girl that people hate the most.."

"Why?"

"Because..."
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"I am not like those normal girls..."

"They are cute, innocent and beautiful.."

"Unlike me.."

"I am cursed.."

"I am not needed.."

"I am a troublemaker.."

"I am ugly..."

"And the worstー"
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"..I can see ghosts..."

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