Part 31

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I looked down to the floor. How do i say him? How do i say him that I'm scared of being us together? That i'm scared that me and him being us might not or would i say can not work. No one will let us. It's not like i care about other people's opinion But i do care about my parents.

It matters to me what they think. They have done a lot for me. not only they've supported me to move into another city but here too. They are the reason why i'm in Los Angeles. they encouraged me to take a risk and grab this amazing opportunity. Otherwise i would be doing the same thing living the same old life. i don't know. I don't think they will agree.

"Say something." Aryan jolted me kumping out of my thoughts.

"I.." i started suttering." I don't think i can do this."

He groaned. " You can't or you don't want to. You know what thank you so much crapping me with your bullshit about whole 'I did it only for you'" He moved aside to leave.

"No.please Aryan I love you." I blurted out. He stopped in his feet looking towards the door. I don't know ahy and how i blurted out but

"I'm sorry I love you." I said hugging him on the verge of crying.

"I'm sorry." I wrapped my arms around his neck tightly but he was't hugging me back .By the time now i was crying.

"Why?" The only thing he said or asked after my shocked connfession even to me.

"Because i was scared." He pulled me back and hold me by my hands.

"Scared of what?"He enraged.

Be honestly right now by your anger. I guess he realised it . He closed his eyes for a second to cam down himself.

"Scared of what ? Kiara" He again asked this time with lower voice.

"US?"He squirmed  his eyes.

"US. I was scared of us being together not only for you but for me , for us."

He stared into my eyes with confusion.

" Me and you are so different persons. We belong to different world. We are not just possible." I started sobbing
"  You are an actor who chosead a public life. Who lives to be in front of everyone every day and me" I said pointing finger toward myself " I'm a common normal person who keeps her life private in front of what 50 or max 100 people. How we'll work?
Not people from your world nor my parents would accept us. "

"And you gave up before even giving us a chance?" He looked into me with an accusation in his eyes.

"I gave up? Chance? We were barely surviving as friends Aryan .I loved the moment we spent I cherish them but I love you Aryan more than I love what we had what we were having. "

" You chooseds to leave."

"I choosed your life over us"

"You took decision for both of us and leave not even bother wondering  what I have to say in it."

"Would you have let me go? You would have  blackmailed me to stay "

"Telling you to stay otherwise I'll stop doing what I'm supposed to do" he lightly chuckled.

"You wouldn't have even stand a still to listen my point"

"I was stupid"

"I didn't know how to handle"

"But now I'm not and " he chuckled before saying "now you do express your  feelings to me".

"But"

"But what? 1+1 sum is solved"

"No one will accept us. Or would I say your people will be after us for breaking up"

"I don't give a shit about people what they think specially when it comes to us." He says frowning.

"But I do about my parents".

He sighed and look outside the window.

"I don't want even a little trouble from my side that you'll have to carry on your shoulder in future."

"How parents can be trouble? Why are they against me?"

"It's not like romeo and Juliet. They are not against you. They are just against your world .They just think that I'll be drawn into your world.".

"What do you think?"

"I'm scared. What if because me you fall into trouble. I'm not right for you. You know what happened with Rani. There'll be thousands Rani there. And I'm not public person . I don't want any trouble for my parents because of us. They'll also have to face consequences of us being together. They'll have to answer neighbors , relatives about they won't have even an idea."  I put my one hand on my left hip and one on my face to stop continuisly  crying.

Aryan came and put his hand on both of my shoulder.

I looked up at him and he hugged me tightly like he have never hugged him. He put his hand at my lower back and I put my hand around his neck feeling safe.

Even being apart for a year I still feel safe around him .

I know one thing that no matter what problem come between us he will understand me. He will always respect me. Understanding and respect between us can not be taken from us by anyone. That is our strength.

He pull me out of from hug and kisses my forehead.

"Wait for me." He whispered and left.

I don't know what he meant but that definitely not felt me like lost . I feel good , safe.

More like I feel like there's hope that he will bring. I am not feeling despondent anymore.

A/N:- hey guys. Sorry for updating after very looooong time.

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I used to write chapter from laptop so I didn't know that some of my chapters are small because I personally like long chapters .so I am thinking of editing those chapters.

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