THE UNLUCKIEST GUY IN THE WORLD PART 1

HOW MY LIFE GETING FROM BAD TO WORSE (RELATIONSHIP)

After being so disappointed and depressed by my result, my love life is also not going my way💔. When I'm at my lowest point in my life I was hoping and want someone whom I can rant to beside my family and I also hoped that that person would be my life partner whom also know as my Girlfriend.

However that's not in my case either, my girlfriend started to think of herself only, when I'm so stressed up so lost and everything, all my girlfriend wanted to was to go out and have fun and play when I don't even have the mood to do anything. Whenever my Girlfriend want to go out during that time and I said no and explain to her nicely why I wouldn't want to go out have fun and all I wanted was someone who can talk to me, she would throw temper at me and ignore me for the whole day like no message no text no call no nothing, and because I'm too busy to even care about her and ignore everything and at the same time I'm so pissed at her like bitch I'm at the lowest point of my life and u not caring for me?! I ignored that she's ignoring me, i didn't text her, I didn't called her, basically I did nothing to find out anything. By the way at that point in time I suspected that I'm suffering from mild depression as I completely shut myself out from everyone else, including my family. Like at night I would cry myself to sleep, thinking that why am I so useless and stuff like that.

But who knows the next text I received from her is that "we should break up" OMG ISTG! That completely broke my heart and it even made me more sad, depressed, disappointed and THERES LITERALLY NO WORD COULD DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL AT THAT POINT IN TIME. The worst thing is that before I could even ask what's wrong she blocked me on every social media, WhatsApp, text messages and call. Omg at that point I'm like WTF did I did wrong?! Why the hell am I experiencing all this failure?! Why?! I tried finding out what's wrong between us but until today I still haven't find the reason😔. That point of time I literally wanted to end my life but thinking that I have a family who will love me no matter how hard life is and that's legit is the only reason why I decided to live on till today.

And yes, I've been going through all these on my own, I'm an introvert so I never share any of my own failure to anybody including my family (I'm actually surprised that I've been able to go through all these on my own man 💪🏻).

Thinking of how my life has become i was wondering 🤔can my life be anymore worser than all these....?

Quote: all relationships goes through hell and only true lover goes through it