I started developing feelings what should I do ? Should I say something?, should I not? Maybe I should call her no......wait no. She doesn't even know I exist, so I go see someone for help. They say "You should go for It what do you have to lose". So I pick my phone heart pounding out my chest, knees weak, palms are sweaty. I dial her number she picks I take deep and tell her how I feel about her. Now through amazement, she doesn't say anything but wow I didn't know you feel this way. A few minutes went by in silence she asks " how did this all happen?" "Where are you ?". I tell her where I am, she pulls up to a house, wanting to know what's going on. We find a quiet place and talk for hours. Now she worry why with my young age, and I didn't truly tell her why because I didn't think she'd know how to take It at the time. She didn't know I loved her, she didn't know unconditionally loved her for a long time. She gave this proposal to help me, to get me out a place I never wanted to be. I wanted to get to know her not just use her but truly understand, I wanted more than just an agreement. I just wanted an unconditional love, but if I told her she'd probably freak out.
